Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Disengaging From and Exposing Malignant Narcissists

I think my former gay friend I broke off with a few months ago, John, is a narcissist. I keep getting invitations from Linkedln for his business network as one example. He never apologized for what I believed to be serious violations against my wishes not to meet nor become involved with his criminal element lover who stole his credit card. Yet one day around Christmas, he casually introduced me as I walked from the store, while pointing me out to someone he had spoken of as potentially dangerous. I literally spent hours on the phone with John during his hard times with this guy. He had me convinced he wasn't seeing him anymore.

After I expressed to John how upset I was at this unappreciated introduction, I received no apology. Later, when I came across John in the stairwell of our building, he made no attempt to apologize. The past few months he had come over for dinner on Saturday nights. We had taken walks together around town. We even attended parties for the holidays together!

So now after I broke off with John, I'm receiving invitations to his business network? At first I thought it was a mistake, but the fact is I keep getting follow-up emails. I've since deduced John only cares about himself, that I was being used all along. He's not a huge narcissist, but enough of one to come to my attention to possibly cause me a liability with his criminal friend.

Five years ago I helped John move into my building who the building manager most likely wouldn't have allowed to move in without my recommendation. Since then, he's caused her a few problems. She had to replace one of his window screens his criminal friend damaged from hanging out smoking on the fire escape. He's also insisted on giving the building's front door key to his creepy dangerous friend and allowing him to raid the garage for the free used stuff we set out.


Disengage ASAP at the Earliest Signs of Being Used by a Narcissist

One of my main weaknesses in life has been cooperating with narcissists and not standing up to them. In the past I've been far too nice and cooperative with my enemies to assist in sabotaging my life. I tried getting back in one's face, a roommate, in 1999 and I got a 3 foot restraining order for it. You have to know how to stand up to these people without getting into trouble. One of their tricks is always making it look like you're the one with the problem.


It's important when you recognize who your enemies are, to no longer cooperate with them. If that means exploiting their vulnerabilities after they caused you a lot of harm, then so be it. For instance, in my last post I disclosed a former supervisor deliberately set me up and enjoyed my continual devastation in my coming up short for a job as a temp-to-perm candidate. She had a huge fat behind that was disproportionate with the rest of her body obvious to everyone as she behaved on the level of a teenager in high school. She took pleasure in sabotaging me at a law firm where I had invested 5 months of my life to obtain a job I had originally only committed 4 weeks to. Therefore, she has forever become Ms. Fat Ass on this blog.

I've noted the smallest things will set a narcissist off:
  • If I don't cooperate in giving my full attention and servitude to their liking, they will somehow seek revenge. Narcissistic women in particular are this way.

  • I'm in an everyday conversation and all they talk about is themselves having little regard for me. If they do ask about me, it's scripted and designed to humiliate. For instance, they've rambled on about their grandiose life accomplishments and even request I look them up on Google! They then immediately follow-up to ask what I've done in my life.

  • If I unintentionally cross female narcissists in the smallest way, who most often occupy management positions, they will lash out by getting me unjustly fired or holding an unreasonable grudge. Men tend to be less obvious, they will more likely withdraw and punish in other ways.

It's important to recognize these kind of narcissists right away and disengage from them if possible. They will sucker you in only to exploit and use up your life. They don't care anything about you whatsoever. After they're done with you, they will discard you like a piece of garbage.

Both my parents were narcissists. Such is why I've gravitated towards serving narcissists and because they know how to keep their victims hooked on believing they have something genuine to offer in return. I want to preface I don't believe former actress Kristy McNichol as someone I adored and designed a website about in 2003, to be a one of these extreme narcissists I'm referring to on this blog. I'm certain from the evidence that KM doesn't want to be worshipped or adored by people, just to be treated as an ordinary citizen.

It's
normal for many of us to have some characteristics of narcissism due to the culture we live in. What I'm referring to in this blog is the extreme cases often referred to as "malignant narcissists." They cause a lot of damage to people's lives and should be exposed whenever possible. Though John isn't a MN, he has enough of a problem to pose a potential liability which is why I feel justified in ending my friendship with him.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Top Trends Forecaster Gerald Celente's Latest Predictions and Interviews Displayed in an Exciting New Playlist Video Player by Embedr





I have a few of these players already on this blog but I thought it would be helpful to place one of them in a blog post for the Google search engine's sake. This handy dandy little video player will play up to 20 videos and centralize video libraries into one location.

This particular video player library features top trends forecaster Gerald Celente. There are many more videos I could include but I chose to provide the most recent predictions such as the coming economic collapse of 2009 and the ultimate collapse of worldwide economies by 2012. Of course, I can always add videos to my playlist which will become a centralized place for anyone to visit to view Celente's latest videos. It plays videos seamlessly.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Evil Incarnate PETA Killing 95% of Animals it Purports to Save for Adoption

This blog is shifting gears now that Edmond Wollmann's been completely exposed which was its main goal (besides my ultimate need to vent). I'm going to take advantage of Google's search engine recognizing this blog's articles quickly and at a good ranking to promote my favorite causes. So, from here on out I will be writing about various animal and other charitable causes, as well as developing a few of the themes of this blog such as the epidemic of narcissism.

After learning about how people can operate with evil intent behind professional images, I'm not surprised to learn
PETA is really a front for an animal killing machine. I suspected PETA was a fraud a while back and now it's being confirmed. They do these stunts for the public to get millions in contributions but behind the scenes they are slaughtering the animals given to them for adoption purposes.

According to The Center for Consumer Freedom (CCF), PETA killed a whopping 95% of pets in its care awaiting adoption.

CCF questioned the fact that PETA doesn’t operate an adoption shelter despite a $32 million annual budget. David Martosko, CCF’s research director, called PETA a “hypocritical killing machine.”


“Since killing pets is A-OK with PETA, why should anyone listen to their demands about eating meat, using lab rats for medical research or taking children to the circus?” Martosko said. Article Link

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

My Pal Nancy Gagen from Kirkland & Ellis LLP Filed Lawsuit Against Big Law Monsters

See? I'm not the only one whose had complaints with Kirkland & Ellis LLP's management! My former coworker Nancy Gagen contacted me yesterday, who I had worked with at night from the Chicago office, to let me know she and others filed Federal lawsuits. Another, Tammi Bowden, also filed a lawsuit in 2005. They've both put up the reasons for their claims with links to their complaints on a their website www.FightBigLaw.com.

It takes a lot of courage to file a lawsuit against a law firm. As these coworkers did, I also went to the EEOC in 2006 with my complaint. The guy there told me he would allow an investigation after my hearing but I had to stop there because he said I would have lost. Then I went to the Labor Board about dinner breaks I had to work through that were unpaid due to their intimidation. The guy there also said he would allow the case to continue after the hearing. Once again I pulled back because he said I'd need a lot of evidence from eyewitnesses.

I filed a huge case with the EEOC - Here's a link to my Visual Timeline document I submitted from 2006

Kirkland & Ellis LLP Should Be Ashamed of Itself!


It was a nightmare working for some brutal women in management at Kirkland's San Francisco office. Both Audrey Wulff and Corki Recht, who I've written about previously, were scary to work for. They decided to burn me out rather then let me continue after two years because I was about to get 401k contributions I waited for two years. Everyone prior to me in the position had been terminated within a few months. I worked 155 hours overtime for them and was a lone night staff employee with little support who worked until 11:30 p.m. Sometimes I'd have to stay until 2:00 a.m. They lied to me they'd eventually hire more people and never did. There were 3 1/2 floors in a huge and infamous Bank of America Tower of attorneys and staff I supported for their document production needs. I was the only one in San Francisco but occasionally Nancy Gagen and a few others from the Chicago office would help me with overflow if they had time.

I also suspected Kirkland's female management was spying on me and others there which is why I purchased bug scanning devices to check for hidden cameras and electromagnetic waves. I got a lot of static indicating some kind of activity but couldn't confirm the source.

I'm proud of my fellow former coworkers who refuse to be intimidated as if we're in Nazi Germany by out of control big law firms. Way to go Nancy and Tammi!

The site server for this site seems to have problems. If it's down, keep trying. I viewed it this morning:

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Will the Coming Great Depression Be the End of Edmond Wollmann?

I'm really hoping the Great Depression will put an end to this parasite Edmond Wollmann very soon. I'm thinking within the next 2-4 years Wollmann won't be able to survive and will most likely end up in a FEMA labor camp they're setting up.

The year 2012 is the drop dead date for Wollmann to leave the planet because he won't be able to survive what is to come by that time. Most any American would have to be practically super human to survive beyond 2012 and extremely well prepared with years of supplies and water.
The world's changing fast and Wollmann isn't set to exist on earth for very much longer. His parasitic journey is nearing its long, arduous end.

Under the US Patriot Act, Edmond Wollmann is already considered a terrorist for convictions including a concealed unlicensed gun, trespassing and being a public nuisance.
In fact, anyone with a misdemeanor is considered a terrorist under the Patriot Act. If Obama wanted to, he could order Wollmann held as an enemy combatant without a trial and detained indefinitely.

Possible scenarios:
  • First, Internet 2.0 is implemented that gradually discards and erases all the old material from old sites and blogs (this will happen, but the date's not set in stone yet).

  • Second, food and water shortages force Wollmann into a desperate lifestyle and off the Internet (he wouldn't be able to afford their higher fees anyway)

  • Third, when the worldwide economic collapses occurs, Wollmann will fall into society's black hole and end up in a FEMA labor camp.

  • Fourth, Wollmann will die in a FEMA labor camp, or some bright person will kill him there for obvious reasons.

  • One other possible scenario is Wollmann comes up to San Francisco to pay me a visit where he will leave in a body bag.
Whatever happens, I can guarantee by virtue of the nature of the times we're living in, Edmond Wollmann's life span is limited up to the year 2012. Edmond Wollmann will be dead within the next 3-4 years and for many of his victims and enemies it will be good riddance to the bastard!!

There are a number of FEMA labor camps (blue pegs above) in New Mexico where Wollmann owns a mobile home in Los Lunas. The above FEMA google map shows the nearest one to Wollmann's address in Los Lunas. There are an unusual number of FEMA soon to be converted labor camps in this vacinity.

All world currencies are going to collapse along with the dollar. The world is going into a panic phase within the next few years. Due to his life on the Internet cyberstalking and hacking, Edmond Wollmann is not at all prepared with the necessary supplies of gold, silver, food water and social skills to survive the Great Depression. In fact, his warrant, not to mention his criminal record, would place Wollmann in a F
EMA labor camp under Martial Law. When his "papers" are asked for, and the nature of his criminality exposed to any govt. official, Wollmann will be arrested, detained and shipped to one of these FEMA labor camps. Under the US Patriot Act during times of Martial Law Wollmann can be lawfully detained for having a warrant and criminal record and held indefinitely without an attorney or trial.

Edmond Wollmann will most likely be discarded in one of the FEMA camp coffins designed for terrorists just like him.

"And right now, the federal government — working without a road map, and without a net — is putting together a plan to keep U.S. banks from collapsing." 2/8/09 - MSNBC.com




Cannibal Law Firms Gorge Themselves on Corpses

Imagine a group of people who have merged into one entity they identify themselves under the banner of. You would be privileged to work with such a group, at least in their view, as your purpose would be to allow them to consume every minute of your life to the very end. You have no private personal life or talents to these people as they own you as part of their illusory family. They will make sure your every living moment is dedicated to them. That is a good description of my life under these people.

As long as you cooperate in supporting them while denying your own life, they'll reward you in some way but most of the time the reward is nothing but an illusion. After slaving your entire life at the end of it you will have never discovered your true potential or gotten to know any sense of personal freedom. If you're lucky, you'll get a little retirement savings. In scary times ahead, things don't look good for retirement.

LAW FIRMS ATTEMPT TO DEFY REALITY

I've come to the conclusion these people I've been slaving for a decade are in denial about themselves and lives to the extent they band together an an attempt to overcome reality. That is, the reality we all must face, that we can never know our true potential unless we can do something unique aside from the crowd. These people don't want to know who they truly are or their potential to be independent from the crowd. When reality peeks out its little head, they lie and cover things up. They will do anything to deny reality to avoid the truth. They generally like to believe they are masters of the universe. They will have the audacity to tell you what's real in spite of your basic instincts telling you they are liars and manipulators of facts.

I see a little opening available for me to slip through and escape these people. In the process of doing so I genuinely feel as if I'm dying. I'm not doing anything to cause myself to feel this way. I obviously have been deluding myself that I had a future and life slaving for attorneys at law firms. It was like a drug injection each day that prolonged my life. Turns out it wasn't a life, and it wasn't real.
These people can't tell me what facts are and that I didn't experience things I experienced. When they do that, they are like the government covering up 9/11. When you see these hugely successful law firms collapsing each year, you know their reality isn't true, but for a sustained illusion. They cannibalize each others' firms after the collapses, gorging themselves on the entities' corpses to survive.

FEAR RULES LAW FIRMS


Fear runs high at these major law firms. Everyone's scared of being laid off one day or coming in to learn their law firm is closing its doors.
When they tell their employees there is nothing to worry about because they will be gorging themselves on another law firm's corpse, that's when you realize they are a lot like cannibals. One can only wonder if these masters of the universe ever had no food that they might gorge themselves on their employees' flesh as they did by sapping them their entire lives.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Evidence Immune Assist 247 by Enerfood Got Rid of My Hives

Since the Benadryl ceased to work after 12 hours of taking repeatedly, I decided not to discontinue and try some other remedy. If the remedy didn't work, I was going to call the doctor again.

Last night proved the Benadryl was no match for my hives when I had an intense flare up of my skin burning as if in flames. I decided my immune system was really the problem that I needed to fortify in some way. It was only a few weeks I got a bottle of Immune Assist 247 from Enerfood but hadn't really used it yet. So,
I decided to see if it worked to get rid of my Hives.

Within 30 minutes of taking Immune Assist 247 that contains medicinal mushrooms, last night my hives substantially quieted down. This morning I woke up to mild itching but most all of the rash was gone on my body except around my joints. The rash moved to where my joints were on the back of my hands and knees. They were red like a sunburn, not raised welts as previous. When I took the Immune Assist this morning, the rashes completely disappeared.

I believe my extreme case of hives wouldn't have gone away anytime soon without Immune Assist 247. I tested the Benadryl that ultimately failed when I had a severe attack. Within 30 minutes Immune Assist stopped the burning and by morning the hives were nearly gone. When I took the IA again, it got rid of the remaining rash.

I know this Immune Assist 247 got rid of my hives (so far) because after the Benadryl failed to hold (I took two every 5 hours), the seriousness of the condition worsened. Here's a blurb on the Enerfood site:

"It has been tested as an adjunct to conventional therapy for cancer, for Hepatitis B, for Alcoholic liver disease and it is presently being tested for HIV and for Hepatitis C. The results have been amazingly positive in each one of these studies."
For anyone looking to fight off hives, I'd recommend Immune Assist 247 by Enerfood.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Update on Hives - Body Felt Engulfed in Virtual Flames

This is an update on my hives condition. I'm hoping this will help others surfing for treatments. The Benadryl worked well up until the early evening. Then my skin took off with intense burning sensations as if I were on fire. I have refrained from itching all I can to learn itching alone doesn't cause the rashes to form on the skin.

If this keeps up I may have to check into the local hospital's burn ward. I have no control over my skin's surface temperature at this point. It's at remission at this moment but I had a bad attack of being engulfed in virtual flames around 7:30 p.m. I fought it off with some apple cider vinager, an Immune Assist organic supplement and flax oil.

It's unbelievable I got this because I've been taking my great Enerfood protein shakes and working out each day. I have a two year supply of all kinds of health food powders from this company, including coconut milk powder. The shakes are designed to boost one's immune system. I throw in bananas, a joint support vitamin and flax seed oil along with vitamin D gels. I also got hemp powder that's supposed to have great health benefits. I also tried soaking in epson salt bath but that didn't seem to help much. In fact the flare up happened shortly after.

At this moment I'm in remission. I'm hoping I don't have the dreaded Morgellons disease where bugs crawl under your skin and doctors don't believe what you have is real. I take such good care of myself. I don't smoke and I'm only guilty of having wine with dinner. I may drink too much coffee too but that's about it.

Tortured with Hives All Night

Last night was one of the worst in my life. The hives I have today pale to the ones I had as a kid. I was scratching myself all night, even my scalp. My face swelled up, especially around my eyes. My skin was burning no matter if I scratched or not. I thought I might die if my throat swelled up too.

This morning I called the doctor who responded within 20 minutes to my call. He said I must have had food that caused the allergic disturbance. I told him I didn't eat anything unusual, just the same ole stuff.

Ever since I saw the Hives band video as reported in yesterday's post, I've been commenting on YouTube how much I detest their music. I keep getting people responding to my comments. I write them back I'm suffering from hives and it's very serious. I even did a recording last night about my belief I was going to die.

The doctor said to take Benedryl for now but I may need cortisone. So far the B helped a lot and I slept all morning into the afternoon. The doctor seems to insist I ate something that caused this reaction but I just was eating as I usually do. The only suspect is an old chicken corn dog that's been in my freezer for the past 7 months. Generally frozen meat doesn't spoil that soon.

When I worked at Baker & McKenzie LLP last year I had a horrendous allergic reaction to some of their lunch buffet food. I became violently ill for the first time ever as the worst. I thought it was food poisoning, but no one else got sick. It was right around the time of the tomato recall.

Last night I began panicking that I might have that dreaded skin problem Morgellons Disease I wrote about a few weeks ago where bugs peek out their little heads after they eat through lesions. Then I began to imagine squirming under my skin so I know how people do hallucinate over such things. I'm not saying their condition isn't real, but I could easily imagine sensations of things underneath my skin. I had a couple sharp pains too.

I also have a few symptoms of the big M disease that have been gradually presenting themselves:

3. Skin lesions, both (a) spontaneously appearing and (b) self-generated, often with pain or intense itching. The former (a) may initially appear as “hive-like, or as pimple-like” with or without a white center. The latter (b) appear as linear or “picking” excoriations. Even when not self-generated (as in unreachable regions of babies’ skin), lesions often progress to open wounds that heal incompletely (e.g., heal very slowly with discolored epidermis or seal over with a thick gelatinous outer layer.). Evidence of lesions persists visually for years.

4. Musculoskeletal Effects and Pain is usually present, manifest in several ways. Pain distribution is broad, and can include joint(s), muscles, tendons and connective tissue. Both vascular and “pressure” headaches and vertebral pain are particularly common, the latter usually with premature (e.g., age 20) signs of degeneration of both discs and vertebrae.


Link to my blog article a few weeks ago:

Saturday, March 21, 2009

A Demonic Entity Beat Me Up Last Night; Gave Me Hives Too!

For the past several weeks, even months, I've been showing signs of demonic entity attacks. First the bruise came out of nowhere, then the hives all over my body this morning. The photos don't really show the extent of the hives but there are red botches and bumps all over my body. I haven't had hives for 35 years. Back then I got hives because I was running through fields of dry weeds and wild plants.

The bottom line is, the Grim Reaper is drawing near. My body is giving me all kinds of signs and I'm only 49. I honestly don't think I have more then two, maybe three years left on earth. I think I'll be gone by 2012 easily. This world won't miss me one bit, nor me it.

A few days ago I did my holographic last will and testament as I cursed the attorneys who created such overblown language for me to have to write by hand. I added a little note at the end "damn these attorneys!" And I do mean damn them.

Everything's going to The Humane Society of the United States with an emphasis to abolishing puppy mills where they torture dogs all of their lives. The HSUS is also the beneficiary listed on all of my IRA and bank accounts.