God Help Us! San Francisco's Epidemic of Dangerous Drivers

**UPDATE** see Jose Bolorinos Hit and Run Victim in a Coma - SFGate.com 12/10/13.

 Just when I thought I heard everything, yesterday's news reported the growing intensity of San Francisco's wild wild west crazy driver problems in an article Hit-and-Run Drivers Strike Twice in S.F. - SFGate.com

"Just before 11 a.m., a woman driving a rental car near the intersection of Seventh and Brannan streets struck a person crossing the road. Rather than stop and help, the woman got out of the car and moved the injured pedestrian out of her way before speeding off, police said.  As she fled, she ran over the pedestrian’s leg, added Officer Gordon Shyy."

The City of San Francisco has very few traffic officers on duty in an increasingly dangerous city.  Even worse, when they happen to catch a hit and run driver, they question whether they will even press charges!

Shortly before 11 a.m., a taxi hit a bicyclist near the intersection of Post and Montgomery streets. Few details were immediately available, but Sgt. Danielle Newman said the cabbie took off after the collision. The driver, who was not identified, was later tracked down, and police were deciding whether to book him on suspicion of assault.

Since when is it up to the police to decide whether to book someone when they clearly hit and run putting someone in the hospital? Why are they supporting this conduct?

You should know this, Timothy, that in the last days there will be very difficult times. 2 For people will love only themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents, and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. 3 They will be unloving and unforgiving; they will slander others and have no self-control. They will be cruel and hate what is good. 4 They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God. 5 They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that! - 2 Timothy 3:1-5

I had a customer from Washington recently share how shocked she was at the arrogant recklessness of  drivers in San Francisco. She was deeply appalled and horrified referring to them as idiots. For me, riding a bicycle in San Francisco has become an act of faith in God Almighty. In fact, I'd like to start a Christian bike club to get bicyclists saved from hell for Jesus but many of them are anarchists and if you so much as suggest  their bike reflector's missing they'll literally bite your head off. The demons on bikes, that's another thing to deal with, those anarchists 20's somethings who lie to your face with false accusations right after they scare you half to death with some aggressive psychotic false move. (Photo: My eBike from 10/30/2012, $255,000 in hospital bills!)

Meanwhile on the sidewalks the pedestrians are either staring at their iPhones talking incessantly or have ear buds and headphones oblivious to the craziness going on around them.  About 50% of the people walking the sidewalks in the morning also have their coffee in hand with a zombie type of herd mentality.  I know what to expect when I walk out my door in the morning.

The wise are cautious* and avoid danger;

fools plunge ahead with reckless confidence. Proverbs 14-16

I'm not saying I'm a great bicyclist or anything but these drivers are crazed in some kind of rat race against time being all too anxious to enter hell!  God's always trying to get me to slow down in life, not to partake in the insanity. If I see a handicapped person trying to get across the street I use my bike to stand in the cross walk as a shield and wave my 10 ft. pole red flag to signal someone's in the crosswalk so they don't get run over. I also use that flag to wave down ambulances after I've called 911 for an elderly man having seizures on the street in a wheelchair.

I only get on that bike if it's absolutely necessary, no joy rides to Golden Gate Park allowed ever since the zombies came out in full force last year especially.  Everyone's waking up to this problem except the SFPD that apparently could care less being too busy escorting the President of the U.S. and other politicians around the city in huge 50+ motorcades.  Last year I shot a video of traffic cops. I don't know who it was they were escorting but I noted particular arrogance of cops yelling at people to get onto the sidewalk. See video Fascist Motorcade Disrupts Beautiful Day in San Francisco.

Hollywood Celebrities Offer Fans Invitations to Eternal Hell

Many people, even Christians, are very upset over the fiery finish to actor Paul Walker's recent death. Paul Walker's Fiery Crash Still Under Investigation - LA Times  

Let this be a reminder that everyone affiliated with Hollywood who isn't a saved Christian is currently on  the path to eternal hell. In fact, there are even some famous alleged infamous Christians who aren't going to make it to heaven. How do we Christians know you might ask? We know the Word of God doesn't lie to us and is very clear regarding heaven and hell, it's not a guessing game!  That's why sounding the alarm to let all know time's running out is the right thing to do. In spite of Comet ISON's apparent disintegration, its huge debris is a potential hazard to earth among other celestial signs and events forthcoming. See video Comet ISON's Fanning Out - Dec. 2, 2013

Do celebrities really think they have a ticket to heaven without Jesus Christ? The reality is the likes of Barbra Streisand and Oprah Winfrey (the later highly likely) could potentially end up in hell believing they were headed for heaven when they didn't pass the test here on earth based on God's terms.

Celebrities need to know what they're facing in eternity without Jesus Christ who was sent by God to save them from a horrendous fate as He was for all of humanity. These famous people are in such a good position to let their fan bases know the truth after years of deceiving them.  Those who obey God to let others know the truth Jesus is the only way out of hell will be eternally blessed!

This celebrity from the 1980's never turned to Jesus after leaving Hollywood, coming out as a lesbian in 2012 still headed for hell! 

Which one of these Hollywood celebrities is going to do the right thing and surrender their lives to Jesus and help others do the same?  My guess is very few.  The reason is they took the devil's temptation to get where they are being quite spiritually blind.  Only the ones who left long ago have much of a chance to escape Satan's Hollywood cult. For instance, former child actress Kristy McNichol had a tremendous opportunity to turn to God and come out from the crowd on behalf of Jesus.  Kristy made a mistake but it's never too late to repent and ask for God's forgiveness while we're still living.

People facing hell are in plain sight being given their final rites because there's no real future for humanity, they just don't know it yet.  When anyone dies without Jesus as their Savior, in their sins, they will be delivered directly to hell upon death. There will be no resting place to decide what destination you want, fate will be sealed forever! God's no respecter of persons and celebrities in Hollywood are all considered part of Satan's playground with few exceptions.

There's no need to list any further names here, it's obvious most all of these Hollywood celebrities are headed for eternal hell since they took Satan's temptation to begin with.  Regardless, all are also currently on God's grace He extends out of tremendous love.  You see, this is not a movie, this earth really is a testing ground to determine who leaves with Jesus and who goes to hell. Sadly, many go to hell based on ignorance that they otherwise would have certainly obeyed God.  After we die there are no excuses or arguments with God over the lives we lived. God won't be there with a movie projector splicing together the good we did for his assessment. He will immediately know those who accepted Jesus, the Holy Spirit and obeyed Him and those who did not. He will recognize those who belong to Him and those who do not! 

The sounds of hell of those who are headed straight for its gates without Jesus.

Please don't go to hell, please don't let that happen! People go to hell over something as simple as ignorance of the Word of God.  At least take the time to read the Bible and get to know God. Don't leave your eternal destiny up to chance, you'll be there the rest of your life! Don't play things by ear.

When we're born into this world we became forever beings because God created us. We'll live forever in either heaven or hell based on our choices here on earth. The only way to heaven is by accepting Jesus as our Savior and obeying God, hearing His Word, accepting the Holy Spirit and getting water baptized.  People in Hollywood chose hell and sin as a lifestyle and are deluding themselves they can overcome God and His plan.  These people are all in great spiritual danger while dragging their fans down with them!

12:4 “I tell you, my friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body, and after that have nothing more they can do. 12:5 But I will warn you whom you should fear: Fear the one who, after the killing, has authority to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him! Luke - 12:4-5 

Barbra Streisand can sing her heart out until the end of time but if she doesn't accept Jesus as her Savior, she will be going to hell as her final so called resting place.  Just a heads up, there's no R.I.P. for anyone without accepting Jesus as their Savior! People who do the R.I.P condolences are only trying to relieve their own anxiety. That's why the beginning of wisdom is to fear God who decides our eternal destination.

NASA Lies Big Time, Propaganda Over Comet iSon!

Rescue me, O Lord, from liars and from all deceitful people. -Psalm 120-2

Updated with new videos11/29/13.  

It seems NASA's lying all the time to the public and can't be trusted.  Here are a few videos about those sharing the information they have regarding how and why NASA lies to the people. Please see my post from yesterday that includes clear evidence iSon made it past the sun, Evidence Comet iSon Survived!.

First, here's a recap video showing Comet iSon clearly made it past the sun.

See it with your own eyes how Comet iSon clearly made it intact past the sun!

According to this video, iSon's been regenerated in some capacity in spite of NASA's claims otherwise



Why did NASA try to unduly kill off Comet iSon?

Though this vid's not any eye pleaser, it's one free human being
sharing his beliefs of what is happening and how NASA's been lying to us.

This video is well worth watching. It starts off sounding like a documentary but you'll find it changes dramatically and goes on into relevant current topics related to NASA's lies over ISON as well as other information 

November 25th video shows NASA was lying prior to the iSon sun encounter.

Evidence Comet iSon Survived!

UPDATE: Clear evidence Comet iSon survived, newer videos posted below. 11/29/13

In spite of the NASA officials' claiming iSon was disintegrated and never showed up at all in their viewer, this image below seems to contradict such a claim.  A few sources are claiming Comet iSon somehow survived, though not entirely intact, in its plunge near the sun.  In this solar animation, one can clearly see the comet did make it in some capacity.

Image used under Fair Use Act found on SpaceWeather.com.

CANCEL THE EULOGY ... FOR NOW: Comet ISON flew through the sun's atmosphere on Nov. 28th and the encounter did not go well for the icy comet. Just before perihelion (closest approach to the sun) the comet rapidly faded and appeared to disintegrate. This prompted reports of ISON's demise. However, a fraction of the comet might have survived. Click on the image below to see what emerged from Comet ISON's brush with solar fire. SpaceWeather.com.

Could these government NASA scientists have an agenda to cover-up the fact this comet apparently did survive its brush with the sun? That they don't want to panic the public due to the enormity of its tail?  Only time will tell.  All I know is the live broadcast on this comet today they said there was no indication of the comet making it past the sun.

YouTuber shows evidence of iSon's survival in spite of official claims it disintegrated.  

VIDEO UPDATE 11/29/13





Comet iSon Survives exposing NASA and media's vain attempt to make it DOA.

Evidence Comet iSon survived!

The NASA scientists and media treated the comet as DOA!

Whether this comet will still affect the earth's atmosphere is yet to be seen.  Christians are naturally prayerful because we never really know what will come of these kind of celestial visitations that could greatly affect earth.

If you'd really like to learn the deeper significance of what's happening right now, I'd highly recommend listening to Haggmann & Haggmann's blogtalk radio broadcast featuring Augusto Perez's November 25, 2013's broadcast. This unique broadcast was of a Christian with extraordinary insight into what mankind's about to face and was truly magnificent in its depth of scope of covering the significance of all of these celestial events. In the meantime as a Christian I urge all who have not come to Jesus for their salvation to do so now because time's running out. Without Jesus eternal hell is the only destination for mankind.

Ring of Fire Volcanos Awakening As Comet iSon Plunges Toward Sun

For the past two months I've been trying to convey best I can that God's tired of people denying His existence that He wants everyone in the world to know He's real!

Jesus deniers, ever heard of the Ring of Fire?

"An easy way to think about the Ring of Fire is to imagine a giant red band stretching along the perimeter of the Pacific Ocean.

And yes, that includes the entire West Coast of the United States and the entire Southern coast of Alaska.

Ten major volcanoes along the Ring of Fire have suddenly roared to life in recent months.  The following are short excerpts from news reports about those eruptions…" - Why Have 10 Major Volcanoes Around the Ring of Fire Suddenly Come to Life? - Activist Post

Video: World's Volcano Activity Increasing as Comet iSon Plunges Toward's the Sun

The government knows what's coming having been preparing for it since the early 1980's. They already know the likely scenario to unfold when the 10th Planet X begins approaching our solar system where it visits every 3,600 years. The government officials don't want the common people to know what lies up ahead that's truly evil.  The reason that's evil is because so many people could come to Jesus and avoid eternal hell prior to that time. The government prefers to keep us in the dark by pulling the plug on NASA especially.

Jesus' second coming is about saving those who belong to Him prior to His Final Judgment.  God doesn't want anyone to going hell, that's why He sent Jesus to save humanity! He's a just, loving kind God who created the entire universe from nothing. All of these celestial events were planned with great precision from the beginning!  Satan's much like a hacker, imitator of God and he's been the problem from the start confusing and blinding mankind having infected us as mortals with bondage to sin and death.

One of my favorite pieces to perform at Idyllwild music camp the summer of 1972, Sameul Barber's Adagio for Strings.  A fire in the surrounding area came nearby the day of the performance in an outdoor amphitheater.

As a former violist, I know all about timing and entry in music and God's conducting all of these things.  In fact, God's bringing in my part here on this blog! I hope this metaphor of volcanic awakening gets the message across that the U.S.and other governments don't care about you, they're planning on going underground! They think they can hide below the surface of the earth while we all perish to intense solar flares and various celestial impacts.  Time is running out to repent and turn to Jesus, make sure you receive eternal life! If anyone dies without accepting Jesus, there will be no excuse whatsoever and hell will be your final destination for eternity! This is why the Bible and Jesus said to fear God who decides our eternal fate.

19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord. Romans 12:19 King James Version (KJV)

Everything in a Christian's life belongs to God because we surrendered our lives and futures to Him. Take heed that when you steal as a thief what belongs to a Christian who tithes to the church and the hungry that you steal from God Almighty.  Jesus loves me! I belong to God!  Do you think you're getting to heaven taking what belongs to God and His Church?

Additional Biblical References:

"Burn Notice" Audio Sermon - A Burning Ring of Fire

Scripture: Daniel 3:1-30

Eternal Life Now - Dr. Charles Stanley Radio Series (Nov. 18-19, 2013)

Please Don't Go To Eternal Hell! Time's Running Out!

Take Acts 2:38 off of the highway to hell!

38 Peter replied, “Each of you must repent of your sins and turn to God, and be baptized in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. Then you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. 39 This promise is to you, and to your children, and even to the Gentiles* —all who have been called by the Lord our God.” 40 Then Peter continued preaching for a long time, strongly urging all his listeners, “Save yourselves from this crooked generation!”

This blog was restarted in October, 2013 after a virtual year of silence after my life changing bicycle accident in order to let people know time is running out on God's timeline to enter heaven and eternal peace and rest with Him through Jesus Christ. Jesus is the true Messiah sent to save mankind from what's up ahead, to save us from death and eternal hell.

Planet X (aka Planet Nibiru) is a 10th planet with a long elliptical orbit that comes into our solar system every 3,600 years. Our government's allegedly been preparing for its arrival since 1983 with underground facilities envisioning an elite few can survive what's to come including intense solar flares. See Alex Jones is Talking about Planet X with Bob Fletcher Video.

A Christian amateur astronomer's calculated Planet X's arrival for March, 2016. Time's running out, please take heed of this warning. There are millions of people's spiritual lives in danger of going to eternal hell without Jesus including well loved celebrities and singers the likes of Barbra Streisand!  

This is the worse time imaginable to do something socially acceptable such as coming out of the closet to the public as a gay or lesbian!  Real trendy but not too bright because God's waiting in eternity and will seal the fate of all who reject His Son Jesus who came as Messiah to save humanity.  A tremendous gift was offered to humanity after Jesus was crucified, to SET US FREE FROM BONDAGE TO SIN AND DEATH! Those who reject this gift of salvation and redemption through Jesus have no where else to go but eternal hell where Satan and his fallen angels will all end.  Jesus talked about hell more than anyone else in the Bible to make sure we all know what we'd face without accepting his salvation as the true Messiah of mankind!

Satan's recently been trying to subtly influence me into believing I'm not really a saved Christian to doubt my salvation in Jesus! He's done such crazy things as tempt me to believe my visiting 666 Post Street to do a notarization meant I agreed with and accepted the mark of the beast in my life.  He's also continually trying to use superstition in things to make me believe God's not in control of my life.  The only way to escape this way of thinking is to study the Word of God to know you're safe and protected forever in eternity with Jesus Christ and to trust God. It's a matter of faith and that pleases God immensely not to allow Satan one iota!

 I've done all I can on this blog sharing with witness testimony to get across how serious this is, that hell is a real place that I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy.  This is why God says pray for our enemies!  People who go around wishing people would go to hell have no idea what they're saying!

43 “You have heard the law that says, ‘Love your neighbor’*and hate your enemy. 44 But I say, love your enemies!* Pray for those who persecute you! 45 In that way, you will be acting as true children of your Father in heaven. For he gives his sunlight to both the evil and the good, and he sends rain on the just and the unjust alike. 46 If you love only those who love you, what reward is there for that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much. 47 If you are kind only to your friends,* how are you different from anyone else? Even pagans do that. 48 But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect. Matthew 5:43 (NLT)

Human beings are all natural born sinners destined for eternal hell without Jesus Christ.  We're all part of fallen humanity and the only way out of hell is following the Good Shepard through the gate. It's that serious as it is simple and it doesn't matter how great a singer you are like Barbra Streisand or how beloved you are to people around the world.  If you don't accept Jesus and follow Him as your savior, you will not make it to heaven!  It doesn't matter what a good humanitarian or well liked person you are. God doesn't care, without Jesus Christ all are fallen sinners!

For real!

Outside heaven and Gods love, the only other place is hell. The world's been our testing ground to determine our eternal fate.  There's no rest areas after we die, no airport terminals to decide where we go, God decides based on His Word!  Did we follow God's Word He gave? Did we obey Him?  Or did we continue the pattern Adam & Eve set  when they fell from His grace?

God's perfect timing in the heavens above.

Without the Holy Spirit and relationship with Jesus Christ and our Father, people are spiritual blind so they can't understand the Bible or things with deep spiritual meaning.  People are headed for hell through ignorance of the Word of God!  Everyone should be reading the Bible every night of their lives and praying to God and help others avoid eternal hell!  Do you really want to go into a lake of fire? The devil wants humans to think it's nothing but a little hot with a lot of partying and sin down there to carry on like it was on earth.  Not!

Repent and turn to Jesus Christ asking forgiveness for your sins and he will forgive you! Sin no more because time is running out! God's plan's accelerating. Watch the videos in this article and see for yourselves what I'm talking about. Obedience to God is a necessity, a requirement to get to heaven.

Repentance of sin opens the way for a relationship with God (Luke 3:7–8)

Unless we repent of our sins, we will perish (Luke 13:3–5)

Angels rejoice when a sinner repents (Luke 15:7)

Forgive those who repent of wrongs done to you (Luke 17:4)

Repentance is essential for the Holy Spirit to work (Acts 2:38)

God can use difficulties to encourage us to repent (2 Corinthians 7:9–10)

God would like everyone to repent and believe (2 Peter 3:9)

God's creation! He loves us!  Mankind could never create a dog with so much love!

A message to pet lovers, don't you ever forget God created these precious pets for our enjoyment who love us!  But the fact is God loves us a trillion times more having sent His Son Jesus to earth to save mankind from hell.

Comet iSon's A Prelude To God's Installation of Heaven & Earth 2.0

God's preparing to install a new operational system, Heaven & Earth 2.0.  Comet iSon's a sign the new installation's on schedule.

21:1 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and earth had ceased to exist, and the sea existed no more. 21:2 And I saw the holy city—the new Jerusalem—descending out of heaven from God, made ready like a bride adorned for her husband. 21:3 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying: “Look! The residence of God is among human beings.4 He will live among them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them. 21:4 He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death will not exist any more—or mourning, or crying, or pain, for the former things have ceased to exist.” 

Revelation 21:1-4

This video, WARNING: 8 Super Signs in the Heavens, is effective at explaining how the heavens are aligning for Jesus' Second Coming and for prophetic fulfillment of scriptures.  I'd highly recommend watching this video presentation by Steve Cioccolanti.  

God made the sun, moon and stars to point to His seasons.
God wrote His Word to explain these seasons and how to be saved before it's too late. 

Comet iSon Matches Prophetic Timeline

Woman Discovers Hell is Real

Description of Video

The philosophies of Atheists, Secular Humanism Muslims, Spiritualists, Pagans, Buddhists, the Jehovah Witness's and false teachers like Carlton Pearson who preach in the gospel of inclusion (where everyone goes to heaven) has NO POWER to alter the eternal destination of the soul that rejects the gospel message of Christ and who have manufactured their own image of God. Hell is real. There is a judgment to come. 

One Year Anniversary of My Near Death Experience Near Broadway Tunnel San Francisco

*Update - 11/1/13 - Major tunnel fire within two days of this article, Caldecott Tunnel Fire, 8 Injured - SFGate.

*Also refer to A Virtual Tour of Hell - You Tube

It was one year ago today a client of mine witnessed my lying flat on my face in the middle of Broadway Street in San Francisco after a car driven by a Mr. Devine clipped my front bike tire at 30 mph. I had several broken bones and spent two weeks at a hospital.

My spiritual eyes were opened at this event as God spoke to my spirit that Jesus Christ is the Messiah. I then awoke to a doctor stitching up my forehead saying "this should heal up quite nicely". The Lord sent full support for recovery including a Christian lady who prayed for me at the hospital. The Lord has continued to restore my Christian walk with Him ever since.  I immediately gave up drinking wine each night since the accident and haven't craved it one bit. Most importantly, I've been studying the Scriptures to renew and heal my former degenerate mind. My faith and trust in God has grown exponentially with each passing day. I know I'm saved that I will not enter hell thanks to what Jesus did at the cross and that God's preparing me to enter His eternal Kingdom of life.

The main thing God wants for me to do is let others know how serious it is what they're facing as unsaved sinners, that time's running out! I was on a broad path in life but the Lord spared my death being just one foot away from a direct hit. God allowed this all to happen to me as a backslid Christian because He knew I'd be a strong witness to others letting them know just how serious this is what they're facing in the afterlife without Him.

As I layed face down on Broadway Street in front of a bar called Shanghai Kelly's, there was a tunnel two blocks down the street where people often speed up to enter. The Lord has since let me know this tunnel represents where people enter in death prior to entering hell from the broad way they're on in life. It's my calling to forewarn people the danger of not turning to God and His Word, it's very serious. Hell is indeed real and so is Satan. Do not take this information lightly! God extends His Grace that should not be taken for granted. Many could have been saved from hell who weren't due to ignorance. -Cheryl Meril

13 “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. 14 because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it. - Matthew 7:13-14

Note that Hyde Street's at the mouth of the Broadway tunnel as well.
We can't hide anything from God who knows all things!

The Lord gave me imagery of my watching others mindlessly enter into the tunnel of death with my being fully aware where they were headed, what awaited them on the other side. It would be so evil not to forewarn people what they're facing for not turning to God for forgiveness and accepting Jesus prior to their physical deaths.This was placed very strong on my heart that only an evil person would just stand by and allow people to slip into death without providing full knowledge that without Jesus where they're going to exist is a horrifying place of suffering separated from God for eternity. 

So on the one year anniversary, I wanted to sound the alarm to let everyone know God is real, Satan is real, heaven is real, hell is real! The Word of God is true! We can trust God, He is our Creator, healer and redeemer.  Mankind fell from grace, all are sinners and Jesus was sent to save us out of tremendous love from an awesome mighty loving, kind God.  He created the universe and everything in it.  Satan's a hacker counterfeiting God and His works and it's important to know the difference between the two.  Without the Word of God people confuse Satan with God and that's why they can't comprehend how truly loving and kind God is to those who turn to Him for forgiveness.  

So please don't delude yourselves believing you'll likely enter into death through a tunnel you anticipate you'll see light at the end as blissful eternal peace.  If you don't have Jesus with you being sealed with the Holy Spirit, if you didn't take heed to obey and follow His Word, you will most certainly find something very serious awaiting you that you will never escape for eternity. There are demonic seducing spirits on earth here to deceive us and God's Word is the only thing we can follow to know what's real and true.

Accept Jesus by turning to God and repent for forgiveness in His son's name, surrender your life to God because there's nothing here on earth that's eternal or will last. There's no future without Jesus Christ, all else will perish without Him.  Read the Word of God, it's eternal life and love.  Seal your hearts with the Holy Spirit and get water baptized at a local Christian church.  Don't wait until you're laying on your death bed, even if you give your last breath to Jesus, it may not be acceptable to God for you to manipulate your request for forgiveness the last moments of your life.  We come to God on His terms, not ours! He doesn't obey us as if He exists for us!

I listen to Dr. Charles Stanley and David Jeremiah's podcasts, we must hear the Word of God as part of our salvation! Please see side bar for additional info.