How Do We Shut Cheryl Meril Up? Let Us Count The Ways

Columbo PI series from the 1970's 

I've been ignoring something that's been evolving on the Internet for a few years now, that of a huge blog put up about my alleged fraud in life that's some kind of a police inspired psy-op.  It's never been much of an issue in my personal life but when a few Christian women began using the information against me recently I've decided to respond in totality.

I believe the Internet psy-op's designed to win public approval to make sure I go down in history as a hated person with a failed life.  I'm a nobody as it is, but the police want to make sure that no one will be saying anything good about me, that I was a "troubled" person.  The psy-op was allowed up by the San Diego Court system that at that time was falsely accusing me of being a felon.  (See post Morphing Into An Undercover Investigator Has Its Drawbacks - February 1, 2016)

First I wanted to confirm I had to get vocal about what the police were doing in my life years ago that I genuinely feared for my safety decades ago.  This issue began in the 1980's when I filed a complaint against a police officer in Hermosa Beach California for throwing his baton and hitting my elbow after I responded angrily to his driving with arrogance on the sidewalk on the beach. After I was hunted down like an animal with floodlights and I witnessed the cop asking which way I had run as a perceived injured animal, I stepped out of the bushes to be arrested.  I was taken to the station and released without charges.

My Complaint Filed After Being Struck By A Police Baton Thrown at Me at the Beach

The incident just described was the first time I had ever been arrested. I filed a complaint and spoke with the HB Police Chief claiming I had gone undercover as a student project to test police professionalism due to many complaints.

The Police Chief apparently came down hard on his officer he had already had issues with. I know because my mother later told me a cop, who still lived with his parents on my former street in Palos Verdes Estates California, had visited her to complain I got his friend in trouble. This same cop, who I had gone to high school and worked with at the L.A. Forum in security, later had sex with my newly divorced mother one evening after getting she and her friend drunk. The cops were really infiltrating my life in so many ways they've made their presence known and have been for the past four decades now.

Early on I had developed a genuine burning anger towards the police after witnessing a woman brutally strangled having rope burns who had waved me down in the middle of the road. She took me to her home and told me her husband was beating her which her injuries showed. She said the police wouldn't help her.  I was too young being 22 years old at the time to know what to do about this problem and, since the neighbors confirmed the police wouldn't help because the man was a powerful business man, I felt helpless to help the woman having left her with suppressed anger of police not doing anything about it.  When I witnessed the evil of police this way, I knew they were capable of covering up abuse of others. (See post Morphing Into An Undercover Investigator Has Its Drawbacks - February 1, 2016)

How Do We Shut Her Up? Let Us Count The Ways!

So in my experience, police have taken great interest in me over the years trying to shut me up.  They interfered in my trusting my mother with their activities and I had no support system to deal with them. I've witnessed the viciousness of those who I thought were my friends who I lived with in 1988, who the police infiltrated, who they turned against me with great upset and anger simply based on rumors the cops were spreading about me.  Cops were lying to people about me and trying to create a case against me over a long period of time to form a pattern while they're to be allegedly exonerated as heroes. (See Police Officer's Sick Orwellian Brotherhood of Darkness - February 10, 2012)

The simple facts remain:

1.  In 1982 I was struck in the elbow with a baton thrown at me. The officer was reprimanded by the Hermosa Beach Police Chief and his cop friend, who I had went to high school with, spoke with my mother about how I got him in trouble. The same cop, a former neighbor in Palos Verdes Estates, CA,  had sex with my mother after her divorce.  (Please note that the Supreme Court has since ruled it unlawful for a police officer to arrest someone for flipping them off, that's it's First Amendment Rights.)

2.  On four occasions police have conducted meetings with roommates spreading falsehoods and lies about me scaring them while encouraging them to file complaints against me for restraining orders. The Palos Verdes Police in particular caused two sets of roommates I lived peacefully with to go into hysterics about my living with them I was even physically attacked by. This though I wasn't eve living in Palos Verdes any longer, that's how long their arm was in the South Bay area at the time. I was later stalked by roommate's boyfriends, threatened with fingers pointed at me, etc.  This was all part of an ongoing psy-op.

3.  Police have taken great interest in wanting to defeat me over great periods of time through forming these patterns of people's complaints and false witness exaggerated statements against me and are always there to get people riled up more then they initially were. Police have been networking with company employees I've worked with spreading false rumors and blowing up small petty issues over my conversations in garages, etc.

Supreme Court's ruled many times flipping off the police isn't a crime but free speech.

4.  In 1992 another high school peer police officer in my former home town of Palos Verdes Estates, CA pulled me over for initially giving him a thumbs down followed by the finger in Palos Verdes as I rode my new scooter.  He was sitting in a speed trap as usual, a 25 mph trap where police target blacks and "undesirables" from coming into their city so I gave him the finger flipping him off.  He then turned on his lights and pulled me over and, when I saw who he was, I took off hoping to leave the city without any trouble.  I received 220 hours of community service and severely bruised wrists.  (Please note the Supreme Court ruled - see above video)

5.  Police have infiltrated places I've worked as well where even a former FBI interrogator was placed standing above my work area spying on me  and interactions with female employees at Williams-Sonoma Corporate in 1997.  This FBI interrogator, Chris Cooper, had also infiltrated my lunch hour through a female friend.  Then, when a cop became the boyfriend of one of the young Asian women at the company, I noted she had marks on her face appearing traumatized so I knew the secret operation of looking for women to abuse there had begun. I tried to bring attention to it but the women didn't understand what was happening there, of why men who looked like OJ Simpson were coming into the female bathroom without knocking, etc.  In my view, the officers set up a network to control and gag women there.  (See Police Officer's Sick Orwellian Brotherhood of Darkness - February 10, 2012)

6.  Police spoke with Williams-Sonoma corporate influencing a large body of litigation in a R.O. against me for trying to expose their spy operation there.  Though I wasn't fully conscious of what was happening back then, today I know what it was all about.  Because shortly after they served me with a huge pile of paperwork over litigation to document me at this company, the police started secretly entering my property where I lived 3.5 years with someone who wanted the lease having been evicted many times.  I filed a complaint against Officer Ronald Gehrke for his secret activities who many years later was convicted and sent to jail on Christmas Eve. See Police Officer Ronald Gehrke - Who Does He Think He Is - October 17, 2012

7.  In 2007 when I was singing and recording music on the Internet, a man in San Diego who began a psy-op along with Rick Lazzarini, a horror movie special effects man, was exposed in my lawsuit I filed in 2009 in San Diego. They were so angry I uncovered their operation they, working with the police, have put up the website about my life focusing on me, and not the abnormal police harassment I've encountered. See BOMBSHELL - Rick Lazzarini Filed Motion To Quash Subpoena for His Identity - March 24, 2012

In summary: 

The police have been infiltrating my life the past several decades to make sure I go down in history as some troubled woman. Therefore the psy-op website put up about my alleged life was done  for the purpose to cover-up police unlawful activities. The psy-op is really designed to brainwash people who don't know me to cause some kind of harm through slander and false allegations. They're hoping the operation will trigger my demise and ultimate death being clearly demonic in nature.

I don't recommend doing what I did trying to be a self-appointed investigator. The ultimate angry responses I had were foolish in God's eyes being viewed as rebellious against authority placed over me.  When this all started I was young and naive believing the cops were the good guys.  I had never been in trouble before so I thought everything was peachy keen with the cops.  If you rebel against people in authority above you, God doesn't approve and you will suffer consequences they will exploit to their benefit.  The police had a green light to do what they did because I had anger issues and didn't follow God's Word.

I've since repented of course but can't do anything about the Internet psy-op up about me except let people know why it exists. I believe the blog's unlawful but the Court in San Diego gave full approval of the psy-op leaving me with no further recourse except to file a complaint with the FBI who I'm sure found it all very entertaining.

Police have violated the law many times in these disputes I had with them believing they're above it. They're too much on a power trip and the entire world witnesses their grave offenses against innocent people each and every day.  My case against police is now closed as I repent from not following God's Word allowing my former anger to thwart God's plan.  I was naturally a mellow person before this all happened and played musical instruments and sang. Cops didn't belong in my life this way,

Also see:

Morphing Into An Undercover Investigator Has Its Drawbacks - February 1, 2016

Police Officer Ronald Gehrke - Who Does He Think He Is? - October 17, 2012

Police Officer's Sick Orwellian Brotherhood of Darkness - February 10, 2012

Christian Attacks on Human DNA Being Demonic? Really?

This is in response to those Christian women promoting the idea that human DNA's been corrupted as "demonic" due to the fall of mankind: 

"Little by little, the genetic line created by the fallen angels had polluted the human line. So much so, that by the time of Noah, God had decided to destroy all life on the planet. With the exception of one extended family, Noah and his family were the last hold outs, the chosen few who still had a pure human genetic line.

Thus we read that, "Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations." (Genesis 6:9) In this case "generations" means "genetics". Xenogenesis, Steve Quayle, page 36-37

Genesis 6:9 is why Christian author Rheta McPhersons' assertion, based on a scientific claim of shadow human DNA being discovered, is clearly without Scriptural basis. Rheta takes great liberty to claim human DNA has been corrupted since the fall of mankind using a metaphor of a "flipped coin" being created in God's image of man that became partly demonic after the fall.

It's a fact human DNA was preserved through Noah that God had to send a flood due to supernatural based genetic tampering back then. I explained this to Christian Sandi Smith who oddly brought up this topic after I posted I was going to get my DNA by 23andme analyzed for health problems and ancestry migration info. Sandi wouldn't back down from promoting human DNA as being demonic thus attempting to place a curse on me.

Xenogenesis - Genetically modifying the human race!

Sometimes people get too puffed up in their knowledge of God's Word unwilling to back down. Sometimes people become arrogant and forget it's not those who believe they're good who Jesus came to save, but those who are sinners He died for. God hates pride and arrogance. When Christians become this way they need to be reminded only God's good and to remain humble full of humility not seeking any special status for themselves.

A special Note to Christian Sandi Smith and her Flying Monkeys on the Internet:

That's okay Sandi, go back to taking care of your adulterer son who planted his seed in some alleged crazy foreign munch-kin who didn't last a year with her. Just leave my alleged demonic DNA out of your thoughts and your flying monkeys off the Internet to gather data for your curses and next witches brew. Better yet, Repent of the lie you believed based on Genesis 6:9 and apologize for your arrogance and offensive conduct refusing to back down that you were wrong.

When one spoils their son doing everything for him in life, he doesn't last one year in marriage bringing home his baby for you to take care of for months upon end living with you. You, at 50, shovel snow at 3:00 am in the morning as he sleeps. Then he sleeps that afternoon with his son, you have to wait for him to dig out the snow again. Snore. . . . . you have to bake your own birthday cake. Snore. . . . . .you have to take care of his son all day.  Snore. . . 

There's no inspiration to have children whatsoever.  After watching your videos I'm actually happy I didn't have any kids now.  C'mon, don't take us through the pains of the pomp and circumstances of a wedding of a foreign stumpy short woman with all the hoopla and then a year later say casually that your son divorced her that he moved back with you. He's an adulterer now who didn't have any Scriptural basis to divorce his wife who didn't cheat on him. It's depressing and nothing to be proud of. It's a huge fail. This shouldn't have happened and there's no excuse for an alleged Christian family that claims to have visitations by angels to have allowed it to happen.

You can't place a curse on my DNA just because your family's losing it Sandi, I'm about to have it analyzed as you were well aware. I'm not proud of it, but it's not demonic either.  I do forgive you along with your pitiful flying monkeys on the Internet (one of them looks a little like the younger actress Jessica Lange, did you know?) who are searching for dirt on me over this issue but you've gone too far. This response was the result of your not repenting nor apologizing as the cult leader that you apparently are, bubble bath proclamations and all. 

Morphing Into An Undercover Investigator Has Its Drawbacks

One summer day back in 1982 I was 22 years old driving my blue RX-7 sports car in Southern California's Hermosa Beach suburb when I came upon a lady waving her arms at me to pull off the road on a suburban street. I pulled over, got out and greeted someone who looked like a concentration camp survivor who had been beaten. Clearly inebriated and delirious, the middle aged woman led me to a nice house.

When we arrived at the two story beach home I entered cautiously being afraid the abuser might show up. The lady had me sit down where I began asking questions about her condition. I noted rope burn marks around her neck and bruises on her face that she had clearly been beaten. She confirmed her husband had beaten her upstairs in their bedroom so I asked if she wanted me to call the Hermosa Beach Police and she responded "no, they only cover up because my husband's a wealthy business man". I can't recall the details, but I became upset to learn the police wouldn't do anything about this crime being complicit with it. I spoke with a neighbor who confirmed they tried to get the police to do something over the past several months and they refused to press charges because the abuser was a successful business man.

I had a lot of anger and upset over what happened to this lady so one day as I was walking along the beach bike path in Hermosa, I came across a police car riding on the sidewalk at the strand. This was so unnecessary and arrogant I screamed an expletive "F*** You!" and the next thing I knew the cop was on foot chasing me throwing his baton. Not only did he throw this dangerous weapon for cursing at him and giving him the finger, but it had struck my elbow. I ran away, and it was dark since the sun had set by then so I decided to hide in some bushes like a fugitive as his police car searched with flood lights.  I could hardly believe how they had treated me like a criminal this way. It was clearly brainwashing.

I was taken to their jail and released without charges that evening as I explained to the police lady what happened. That was the first time I had ever been in jail before. I then came back in a few days dressed professionally to file a complaint against the officer. I had a meeting later with the HB Police Chief over the baton that had struck me. Had the baton not hit me I don't think I would have complained, I was really concerned I could have been killed and wanted to nip this police practice in the bud for others' safety as well.

During this process of filing a complaint, I also referred to myself as an investigative reporter in a letter to make it more important. I came in for a meeting and told the Hermosa Beach Police Chief I had been testing the police for an article about their professionalism in the face of First Amendment protesters. In this, I confess I was wrong to appoint myself as such. One can't morph this way due to circumstances of this nature. I was very wrong because I had genuinely lost my cool that evening. I had been enjoying the sunset and here comes a police car on the strand that triggered memories of that poor beaten woman they didn't protect.  I had no excuse to react the way I did, it was sinful.

This was my first altercation with police and I wanted defeat them this way. What they did allowing that lady to be beaten angered me. I repressed that anger until it was triggered by the hubris of police cars on the beach I was enjoying that evening during my jog. One of my former neighbors in Palos Verdes Estates California was a cop for the HB police who told my mother I got his friend in a lot of trouble. It's a small world. I recall the neighbor telling me about George Orwell when I as a young teen and there he was years later complaining to mother I got his cop friend in trouble.  I wasn't living there at the time so imagine my shock to discover her visitation by the cop.

Clearly not being a real investigative reporter, I had morphed into one in order to help defeat my adversary. If you're like me, I'd recommend never doing this to the police because they will stay on your tail the rest of your life like Big Brother using various markers.  I also eventually learned the cop screwed my mother one evening after getting her drunk with a friend. Cop's are generally bad news. They've been writing false police reports about me throughout the years and over blowing things through false witness testimony and even employees. So this is why there's so much written about me on the Internet because it's a psy-op the police have been working through cyber stalkers on the Internet I complained to them about.  I contacted the San Diego Police about Edmond Wollmann and they turned the tables on me and the Court there later finished me off and shut me up barring me from filing any more lawsuits even though I've won three the past ten years not filing them frivolously.

Back when I worked at Williams-Sonoma Corporate in 1997, I noted the police began infiltrating my working there in peculiar ways. There was also a former FBI interrogator standing over my work area behind me overseeing what I was working on and who I was communicating with. He began being a bit controlling directing me to be quiet so I was a little paranoid realizing men were behaving secretively there spying on female employees.  I was so stressed out with the management change I accepted a few hits of marijuana from a neighbor that accelerated my paranoia as well.

One of the employees, a young Asian woman, had a police officer boyfriend's photo on her desk and I noted she had marks on her face and seemed traumatized. I realized the girl was being abused by her boyfriend cop. Here we go again! The cops eventually infiltrated Williams-Sonoma influencing false witness testimony against me having conversation with management there. They then shortly began coming onto my rental property forming a friendship with a five time evicted roommate who called them on the property 17 times when I wasn't even there.

I really wanted to be a private investigator and even worked for one back in 1994 helping to find a lost runaway teen. I also wanted to be a whistle blower for corruption and to go undercover. I had no fear and nerves of steel, so I thought. Unfortunately, like in the latest Planned Parenthood case, the system will find a way to turn the tables against people like me. That's why I believe the Court in San Diego had no problem with all the defamation and slander being written about me that they punished me severely for filing a defamation lawsuit that started due to horror movie effects man Rick Lazzarini contacting me through another's identity in 2007. The sickos formed their own system to combat women like me who expose their evil. See BOMBSHELL: Rick Lazzarini Filed Motion to Quash His Identity for Malicious Activity - March, 2012 

Back in 2000 after I designed BrainChannels.com, (See also  I'm So Sorry I Designed BrainChannels) I designed a flash website called Spider's Catch that was an early variation of NBC's undercover operation to catch people wanting immoral sexual relations with minors. I'd document S&M sickos in law enforcement and government and put their photos they sent me on a website. 

One of the guys even worked for the government who drove all the way out from Sacramento, rented a room at the Marriott Hotel of all places where I sent a fax to him that he was busted. I'd offer a free Spider's Catch T-shirt to mock these guys with a "Catch of the Week" profile on the site, then show them hanging in a cocoon on the web as metaphor. Clearly endangering myself, after a couple of months I stopped the operation realizing how dangerous it was. The government official who drove from Sacramento insisted I'd never escape, but he had no way of getting my name and never met me in person. He had no way of knowing who I was. 

I wanted to be a professional investigator but didn't want to go to college to get a degree so I couldn't be one. I played dangerous games seeing myself as an undercover citizen activist. The next time I got in trouble with police when I was younger was in 1985 when I was at a gym in Santa Monica. I came out to find they towed my car I needed very badly, because I was sleeping in it at night waiting for a check to arrive for a student loan. I had no registration and there was a ticket for not paying registration on my vehicle so the only way I could get it back without paying a lot of money was to go to jail for two days. I decided I'd use the experience for more "undercover" work morphing into an undercover investigator again. In the holding tank I'd sing with women Annie's tune Tomorrow and try to cheer them up because they had been busted for for more serious things related to drugs.

What I learned in my self-appointed investigation was, thanks to Ronald Reagan in the 80's, people had to go to jail to pay their fines because they didn't allow community service. The law had just changed so I was transported down to Sybil Brand Institute the day of the Space Shuttle disaster on January 28, 1986. I recall watching on the tv monitor of the event as I waited for the jail bus back in 1986.  I was sent to Sybil Brand Institute downtown for two days to pay off my car registration ticket. There I learned how class oriented the jail system was, mostly poor black uneducated women. Women were put in a large warehouse room with many beds. It was a nightmare I regretted participating in especially since I hated the smell of smoke and all the noise.


I've been repeatedly punished by the system for getting entangled with it this way and everyone can witness how men have been on my case setting me up for on-line psy-ops of continual attacks from complete strangers. I since learned the police and government is a lot like the Terminator. They're demonic and will never give up until they destroy their enemies. Though Officer Ron Gehrke was later sent to jail on Christmas Eve in 2012 who I filed a complaint about for entering my property numerous times here in San Francisco due to a five time evicted roommate's request in order to get a 3 foot R.O. against me, any brush with the police is bad news for me. I never want any officer to get to my driver's license if I can help it. Though I've never been convicted of a felony, they won't hesitate to give me a difficult time.  See Officer Ronald Gehrke: Who Does He Think He is? - October 17, 2013

If Christian women have recently done this, use the information written about me on the Internet for power over me, so will Police Officers and anybody who's into power.  I started out wanting to help others and fight injustice but one can't do this on their own, it's a very dangerous thing to take on for a woman especially. I didn't have the emotional strength nor self-control to deal with self-appointed investigative work, it's a special skill one has to acquire. In the end these men tried to make it look like I was abusive to women at times.  It's always some kind of a power issue and conquest for them. I can assure these guys that God's in control, not them, and they will have to find this out for themselves.  When I learned Office Gerke, the man who trespassed on my property behind my back, went to jail on Christmas Eve in 2012 and lost his pension I knew God was involved.

We may have good intentions, but if we don't follow God's written Word, we will fail every time. So be aware God put authority figures over us for a reason, don't mess with them in any way. God will punish them on his own. Don't try to set them up or test them how they'll respond.  It's just stupidity to do this.  It may take over a decade, but God will deal with them on His own terms. Trust in God and don't get too involved in setting up your enemies to fail because it could really backfire.

Rest assured, there's an amateur psy-op on the Internet, a website full of half truths and distortions documenting me to the public in order to distract from law enforcement's activities since I've denoted and accused them of many things over the years. Had I applied God's Word to all situations this wouldn't have turned out this way and there would have been a victorious outcome for my time and efforts.  Yet repentance means a lot to the Lord, this I know.  Never underestimate the power of repentance to change God's mind and keep seeking him to change your situation through prayer.

God Conducts His Orchestra of Christians - Here's How He Works

Palos Verdes H.S. Orchestra, 1975

Christianity can be a lot like being in an orchestra. Since I've played in a few youth orchestras decades ago, I have a good metaphor to use in my daily walk with the Lord.  As a violist, I had to keep my eye on the conductor and his direction, including timing and beat of his baton, just as Jesus did. The conductor would motion the degree of intensity of a certain phrase he wanted to bring out in the music embellishing the manuscript within the constraints of the piece.  God's all about timing and intensity as well.

It was hard being in an orchestra at times, new people would enter who didn't play well or really care to practice.  They'd therefore bring the rest of the players down as a burden. That's why we worked in what we called sectionals to improve our playing together much like Christians attend Bible study groups.

As the middle instrument of the string instruments, the viola was the mediating tone between the violins and cellos.  Violas didn't stand out much because of their reconciliation quality of the instrumentation in musical manuscripts.  Many modern composers of the 20th Century even decided that the viola wasn't necessary for their compositions they left out.  I recall having to learn the violin in order to play in the high school musical Sugar back in 1976 because there wasn't any viola part. I was under the belief violists would be extinct, a ridiculous lie since there's always plenty of 17th through 19th Century music around to play.

Playing viola was a very a deep spiritual experience for me. (Photo of Tanya Solomon)

I recall when I had a few viola lessons from a peer's recommendation of a teacher how she had me do some really contorted things in my playing, including placing sewing spindles to distance my left hand from my fretboard when I played.  I recall the conductor asked me what that was all about and everyone seemed shocked the teacher felt that was necessary. Today I recognize it was politics coupled with humiliation because her other students were competitive who I knew disliked me since my Freshman year because I won two awards.  So the teacher was trying to humiliate me as if I needed special help.

The Word of God's like a musical manuscript with God being the Conductor, Composer and Creator of the orchestra players and instruments. There's always a few players who don't play in harmony or strive to play well that they think they have a right to bring others down and in bondage to their false beliefs about God the entire orchestra's affected by

Ever since I've been young, women in particular have been doing a lot of damage to my life trying to keep me in some kind of bondage under their, not God's, authority.  Christians refer to this as "false guilt" having done something in another's eyes that was wrong, but not according to God's Word. Just imagine if suddenly one of the players jumped in the way of the conductor and hijacked the music, it would be an act of rebellion of the order of things.

So this is a lesson to those who think it was right for my viola teacher, who also taught my peer violinists, to recommend I place a sewing spool in my left playing hand whenever I played viola, never instructing me on when to stop doing this as if I was a handicapped player.  Similarly Christian females want to oppress and handicap my walk with the Lord in my experience.

God knows whose trying to hinder, not help, His followers. God knows who the wolves are and its not me.  I repented!  When someone cyber stalks me with bad intent, they get information boomeranged back that they have actually become the person they believe they're reading about, especially if they believe and spread the information on the Internet.  So if you search for info on me with bad intent, it all instantly becomes part of you!  I hope you'll repent as I have in the past of searching for dirt on people to use against them over a personal dispute.

People with broken hearts and cracked souls who have yet to find God's healing, snap fast into vicious wolf like behaviors. Women especially.

Beware Of The Rise of Female Cults on Facebook, Social Media

We're living in dire times like no other with the dangerous Hilary Clintons of the world on the rise. Be on guard for masks of your so called friends being removed. It could happen without notice and over the slightest disagreement. This will happen primarily due to those having never really healed from wounds of their hearts and souls long ago. (See Mending Cracks In The Soul - The Role of the Holy Spirit In Healing Wounds of the Past - Dale M. Sides, 2002)

I learned a long time ago the nature of women in female clicks is to turn against another in a split second under the direction of one in authority. You may think she's your friend, but not really. Because if you fall out of favor, the lead wolf of the pack will summon her pack to rip you to shreds on the way out.

No matter how much time you might have spent with them, middle aged women who run in packs, the ones you can witness on Facebook especially, are naturally vicious and this also goes for those who claim to be Christian. The sad part is these females think they're Christians but only in theory in terms of practicing what they preach. Because being a Christian isn't as simple as many make it out to be tending to make them hypocrites and legends in their own minds while awaiting God's "pearly gates".

The following is a lady who claims to be a Christian who I don't know, don't want to know, have never communicated with, who is part of a cult of their Christian cult leader Sandi Smith on Facebook.

A complete stranger Sarah Shimazaki in Japan cyber stalked me on-line today posting her findings on Sandi Smith's FB page.  God's Word calls this sin, "Gossip" and "Slander"

Upon my departure on FB today, this wolf pack attacked by bringing some of the fictitious content on the Internet written about me by a psychopath* (see below).  The rehashed Internet garbage I've never read nor visited before is clearly the work of an obsessed mentally ill man, an amateur attempt at a psy-op. I witnessed this female wolf pack feeding off of the information making disparaging comments about me as if watching porn of a woman they deemed deserving to be virtually raped.

My Judgment for $25,136 obtained in 2010 for Defamation in San Francisco

Believe it or not this all happened today because I defended human DNA as not being "demonic" related to the fall of mankind.  The female cult was being directed to the teachings of author Rheta McPhearson who claimed human DNA is "demonic" based on scientific studies claiming there's a shadow DNA.  This presumption is false as is the assertion of the fall of man causing human DNA to beme "demonic". Absolute insanity, isn't it? Women need to find their man and life and get over their petty little arguments, whether it be Jesus Himself or their earthly husband. Either way women need to be with men in my humble opinion.

Cult followers of Sandi Smith were allowed to post slander of me on her FB page.
When I posted materials countering false claims, I was blocked within 10 minutes.

The female wolf pack made sure to virtually rape as I left them on FB, having gawked and himmed and hawed in comments at the material written about me on-line by a psychopath. This was done deliberately as a form of humiliation when I stood up to the pack leader that our human DNA isn't, in fact, "demonic". That's right, I never ever challenged Sandi Smith in nearly two years. I've been very supportive of Sandi through thick and thin until she began promoting an apostasy teaching that human DNA has been corrupted due to the fall of mankind.  That is an unproven presumption that opens the door for transhumanists to step in claiming they can create a new and improved edited DNA.

DNA kit - $199 will provide a test to determine health and ancestry information

I know for a fact that God doesn't want our human DNA altered as happened in the days of Noah. I'm all for using DNA to learn of our health conditions and ancestry but not for anyone to tamper with for any reason. I learned all about the horrors of what evil people are planning to do with human DNA from Steve Quayle's latest book Xenogenesis.  This book's info about DNA tampering is why I view "demonic" DNA theory as being very dangerous opening the door for transhumanist philosophies to flourish over how to improve it.

If you belong to a group of female friends, please note that the lead personality most always has a pack behind her waiting to attack anyone who brings up genuine issues. Attacking human DNA as "demonic" is entirely inappropriate and uncalled for, something Satanists do to trash mankind's existence. Human DNA can't be demonic unless it's mixed with another species such as an animal, technology or supernatural beings.

In summary

A pack of vicious females under direction of their pack leader believe themselves to be genuine Christians who are under the false belief human DNA is "demonic" from the fall of mankind.  I will always strongly refute with factual evidence from God's Scriptures.  There's a huge leap from Adam & Eve having had their eyes opened to good and evil after eating from the tree of knowledge to that of their allegedly having "demonic" human DNA.

Human DNA isn't "demonic" unless mixed with other species, including supernatural beings as was recorded in the Book of Enoch and Genesis 6.  Mankind couldn't be redeemed if he was changed into some other being through tampering with our DNA. That's why the "666" in the Bible likely has something to do with genetic alteration because it cuts humans off from God's offer of eternal salvation.  Such is why it's not good to claim human DNA is demonic since the fall of mankind because God wants us to protect, not trash, it.

One last comment, I'm no longer following nor recommending the ministry of South African Christian author Rheta McPhearson who started this whole belief about "demonic" DNA based on scientific studies she read about of a "shadow" DNA.  These studies were likely the inspired work of transhumanist scientists spreading their Satanism through science.

*The material written about me on the Internet is from a psychopath conducting an amateur psy-op who I came to the attention to when I was singing and composing music back in 2007.  A special effects director for horror films, Rick Lazzirini, was also involved in the project as evidenced  by his Hollywood attorney Joe Hart's Motion to Quash filed in 2009 in response to my subpoena for a lawsuit I filed.

Pimpin Mayor Ed Lee Treats San Francisco Like His Whore With $4.9 million Super Bowl Taxpayer Bill

I don't like to read the news anymore because it seems designed to outrage citizens like myself but I couldn't help but note how insane it is that the City of San Francisco's hosting two NFL events without any agreement for reimbursement for its total costs. Unlike Santa Clara that has an agreement for $3+ million in costs to use its city for the Super Bowl, San Francisco has none. The NFL only plans on reimbursing for a minimal small fee.

"San Francisco is only getting reimbursed for costs associated with the San Francisco Recreation and Park Department staff setting up the event areas and the fire department would get partially reimbursed for its services. The estimated reimbursement total for both is $104,257." NFL Sacks San Francisco With Superbowl Costs - SFBay News January 16, 2016. 

This recent fiscal recklessness follows a pattern of how back in 2013 San Francisco took a huge loss hosting the America's Cup that left it in the red for $5.5 million. See: America's Cup Put San Francisco In The Red $5.5 Million. - SFGate 12/10/13

San Francisco's City Government Metaphorically Sells Out City To Gang Rape

"The City is hosting the Super Bowl City fan village and the NFL Experience, which will cause traffic detours and Muni reroutes starting on Jan. 23 and lasting until Feb. 12.  It will cost The City around $4.9 million to host both events, which includes costs from the San Francisco Municipal Transportation for providing extra transit service and parking control officers to direct traffic. The mayor’s office had first initially estimated the total cost at $4 million." NFL Sacks San Francisco With Superbowl Costs - SFBay News January 16, 2016.

This, my friends, is metaphorical gang rape of the tax payers of San Francisco!

It certainly appears that the liberal delusionals in San Francisco government have no regard for fiscal responsibility wanting to whore out their city time and time again for cheap gang rape by wealthy entities.  This pattern suggest corruption at high levels. It's obvious this is deliberate negligence on behalf of local city government for all to witness.  These politicians don't seem to care what they're doing at all.

This is all happening because of godlessness, people who don't believe God exists or has the capacity to know what they're doing.  I wouldn't be surprised of Mayor Lee has an agreement in place for China to come in and invade San Francisco, sell out that he is.

Also see:

See America's Cup Put San Francisco In The Red $5.5 Million. - SFGate 12/10/13

David Bowie Met An Angry Jealous God!

Sheila Rogers, David Bowie's Disciple at Palos Verdes High School

If you want to know what God thought of meeting David Bowie on the other side, as a reborn Christian I've got some news for you.  First a little background on why I'm posting this.

I went to a David Bowie concert in 1976 at the Los Angeles Forum and even had his Changes and David Bowie Live album. Here's the catch, I didn't like Bowie or his music back then, I wanted peer acceptance from one of his cult followers Sheila Rogers former writer for Rolling Stone Magazine, and music producer for David Letterman who is now a producer on the Late Late Night Show.

Back when I was 16, I never understood David Bowie or his music at all and never had the time to figure out why people thought him a genius. Today all I know is that David Bowie was of Satan, the Illuminati and wasn't of Jesus Christ whatsoever though he claimed himself to be a Christian in later years. He wasn't, just like Obama and Hillary's aren't Christians though they claim otherwise.

When we die, the only thing that can protect us from eternal flames of God's glory on the other side is the Holy Spirit that seals and protects Christians eternally.  David Bowie clearly died without the Holy Spirit so he was consumed by God's eternal glory and spiritually perished to await the final White Throne Judgment. 

Bowie clearly wasn't a born again water baptized spirit filled man who had a heart for Jesus. His final works were clearly of the occult and the devil and Bowie's disciples like Madonna and others all praised him like the Messiah in their lives. David Bowie was clearly of Satan who opened demonic portals in youthful minds, including my own, more than any other performer of the 1970's.

David Bowie proves in this video where he was headed in eternity with his final work.

Any Christian who spent any time listening to David Bowie and his works should repent and renounce all time given to him as an idol before God. God's a jealous God and his brilliant glory consumed David Bowie, an idol of millions, on the other side that he didn't spiritually survive without being sealed by the Holy Spirit.  David didn't fear God nearly enough not believing the horror that awaited him on the other side being without the protection of the Holy Spirit.  

Bowie - "The Pretty Things Are Going to Hell" 

God's a jealous God! Imagine an idol before Him such as Bowie entering His presence who was so arrogant to ignore the intense suffering of His son Jesus who died on the cross paying a heavy price to save humanity.  We as humans have only this life to get right with God by accepting Jesus into our hearts and to follow Him out of this world.  David Bowie was clearly his own god who influenced many of today's Illuminati artists to be like him who are all headed for eternal hell. 

If you want to be with God and go to heaven, you need to surrender your life asking for forgiveness to Jesus and obey God's Word.  It means getting water baptized and accepting the Holy Spirit and repenting and renouncing all sin and works of darkness.  I renounce David Bowie as works of Satan, evil and darkness influencing my subconscious mind especially.

I recommend also listening to sound Christian teachers such as Dr. Charles Stanley at InTouch Ministries and renouncing being distracted by the works the likes of David Bowie that are extremely dangerous and not just entertainment.

This video explains why it's so difficult to enter heaven.

Jesus spoke of eternal hell more than anyone in Scripture because he came down from His throne in heaven to save us from it.  Jesus paid a heavy price to take on the sins of this world onto his shoulders. Whoever doesn't obey and follow Him to eternal life can only perish without God's Holy Spirit to protect them from His brilliant glory.

David Bowie's works will be judged and destroyed by God forever.  So if you're planning on being with David Bowie in the after life, you won't find him in heaven with God Almighty, this I can assure you. God has higher standards, Jesus said it's hard to get into heaven.  Fear God because He's Holy and an all consuming fire.  Eternal hell's real as is heaven!

Also see:

David Bowie - His Satanism's Worth Serious Cultural Review - February, 2012

I'm So Sorry I Designed BrainChannels.com, Scientists Are Satanic Madmen!

I just got finished reading some of Steve Quayle's Xenogenesis today that's so hair raising and horrifying I feel a need to publicly renounce a science based website I created many years ago.

Back in 2000, I completed a one year website project of BrainChannels.com (site map) that at the time I was quite proud of. This site was my sole creation, including all the artwork, of various research of discoveries in human evolution, human memory and future trends in science. Today I recognize my work as an abomination of a backslid Christian.  I shamefully recognize this site I created is AntiChrist based that pointed to a dangerous path with serious consequences for humanity's future.

There's no such thing as human evolution, it's been disproven as well as through human DNA that it doesn't exist. Madmen have hacked into our DNA with plans to rewrite its code to ultimately make God's redemption impossible just as in the days of Noah's flood.  They have plans for human genocide and to merge with technology to travel the stars just like Star Trek.

I don't believe I've ever publicly renounced this website likely because it's home page isn't available today, just the backside skeleton infrastructure's still up from with some old Java code because someone bought it from me on eBay. Needless to say, as a restored repented Christian, I am quite ashamed of the godless fruit I produced back then out of apparent rebellion and hardness of heart.  I have no one to blame but myself.  At some point I did eventually recognize the theme of human evolution pointed to genocide of humanity while a small elitist bunch planned on merging with technology into a new species.  Selling the site on eBay wasn't enough, my work needed to be renounced publicly.

Because I've since repented and asked God's forgiveness, His Word promises He forgives me, but nonetheless this site is part of my fruits of darkness which are many over the decades.  No one wants to have to stand in front of God with these kind of fruits in their basket, regardless if they're saved or not. Instead of looking forward to the future now, I really look forward to these bad fruits and memories being erased forever. I don't care about my human memories that God promises will be removed forever replaced with Himself.

What the Brainchannels site really represented at the time was a struggle with dark forces for my mind as a backslid amnesic Christian who forgot who she was in Christ.  While I hadn't picked up God's Word in many years, there I was involved with science and technology as my plan for salvation of my future, fool that I was! I even considered myself suddenly "agnostic" when I learned what that term meant from a former wealthy employer. I also was a frustrated person who believed herself to be a lesbian, though I proved to myself many times over I really wasn't. In fact, I was much better at driving women away from my personal life then I was attracting them.

There was no excuse for such rebellion after I was given the truth of God back in the mid 1980's, even being water baptized and given special help by Christians to help me through my homeless period when I was recovering from two very powerful magic mushroom experiences.

I'm grateful and relieved God was faithful to my life giving me many chances, otherwise I would have slipped forever into eternal hell.  Scary to even think where my spiritual wanderings led me many times down such a dark dangerous paths in life that included experimentation with magic mushrooms that I believe have contributed to many epileptic seizures in my sleep later in life.

Occultic practices included:

Ouji board (1968)
Automatic Writing (1968)
Experimentation with magic mushrooms (1982)
Astral Projection (1981)
Mental Telepathy
Spirit Channeling in Music
Listening to Spirits Being Channeled Through Humans (Relative's tape)
Reading about Spirits Being Channeled Through Humans (Seth Speaks)
Hinduism, related Meditation
Reading new age related books including Course in Miracles, Autobiography of Paramahansa Yogananda
Attending the Self-Realization Fellowship near Malibu, CA

For the past 30 years I've experienced occasional mild epileptic seizures in the middle of the night that gave me the feeling of levitation along with the rushing sounds of strong wind.  These things happened because of my experimenting with astral projection I read about in a book and through magic mushroom experimentation.  These practices open doors to demonic entities that require deliverance from in Jesus name and full submission to God. (James 4:7)

It's taken many years to realize how these wanderings blinded and caused me delusions keeping me from enjoying God's grace. Not many wander to the degree I did back in the 1980's especially. Most women my age were in college with boyfriends they planned to marry while I was getting myself into all kinds of spiritual trouble with God getting nowhere in life.

I'm sorry it took a serious bike accident (also see my witness testimony) as late as 2012 for God to get through me of the spiritual danger I was in. Sometimes God has to take extreme measures to get through to to the spiritually deaf and blind. No one can say I'm one of those who just naturally went towards the light of God in life, that the dark side seemed appealing making me one of the many fools of this world, certainly not a natural born Godly woman who knew instinctively to turn to God for help.  I have no bragging rights in that regard, and its best everyone know that God hates pride that caused Lucifer the angel to fall from Heaven to become Satan on earth. If you're a proud person, you're not favored by God who demands humility and repentance from fallen sinners we all are.

In any event, I highly recommend Steve Quayle's book Xenogenesis, 2014, it's a real eye opener of what the scientist madmen are planning for humanity.  The book's also available at www.Skywatchtv.com as well as www.SteveQuayle.com.

Also see:

Cheryl Meril's Witness Testimony of Serious Bike Accident Brush with Eternal Hell

REALITY CHECK: Why Send Donations To Alex Jones, WND and The Hagmann Report?

I've been noticing a growing trend of for-profit entities on the Internet posing as public servants using radio and various Internet outlets to ask for public donations.  They make you believe they're doing such good work fighting the corruption and evil of society that you might be willing to donate whatever you possibly can. I've donated to three of these business entities over the past eight years and want people to make sure they understand these are business men first and foremost. You certainly won't benefit from any tax deduction under the IRS code because these aren't charitable organizations.

Now I know there are many charitable organizations that are greedy leaving little left over from administration costs to help others, but at least we can check up their financial information through the Guidestar non-profit 503(c) website. We can also use other Internet site tools like Ministry Watch to determine if our contribution is being utilized properly, but this isn't so with for-profit business enterprises.

A few examples of the trend:

Alex Jones, PrisonPlanet/Infowars

Each year Alex Jones' Prison Planet has a donations drive asking his listeners to donate to his for-profit enterprise.  What did Alex do with the donations over the years? He built up his organization so that it really didn't need him as much so he could go about raising a family.  In came the big breasted cleavage young female newscaster as a return on donor's investment (except mine) along with a few amateurs to do Jones' job whom he paid well with public donor funds.

Though I can't blame Alex for wanting more free time in his personal life, is this really rational to expect the public to fund your organization this way detracting from other charitable organizations who operate under the rules? For instance, how much does Prison Planet profit per year? As a pseudo charitable donor, you'll never have access to this information.  My donation paid for a pretty young woman with large breasts and cleavage in full view on-air, for a few really bad newscasters, upgraded studios and tech crew and for the release of new male vitality product.  Meanwhile, Obama's still in power doing just fine destroying America's values and future.

In sum, donations from millions of Prison Planet viewers likely made Alex Jones wealthy but we can never know for sure since we have no access to his business finances unlike a charitable 503(c) organization.  Back in 2008 I lost approximately $13,000 to Prison Planet sponsor's gold and silver coins scam where 50% of my cash value was depleted upon purchase.  I've since forgiven them for their misrepresentations, but that doesn't mean I can't let others know these people aren't the public servants they make themselves out to be because big money's involved.  Along with the financial loss to the metals scam, I gave $50 to Prison Planet in charitable contributions I deeply regret.

The Hagmann & Hagmann Report

The father and son radio broadcasting team Doug and Joe Hagmann are apparently too shy to directly come out asking for donations from their listeners so their frequent guests like Steve Quayle ask for them, "can you please give whatever you can to them?" he asked on air a few weeks ago. Quayle made it sound like the duo were struggling financially due to recent upgrades in their studio and satellite radio program expenses.  Though the need for money may be true, why can't these for-profit businesses form a charitable organization so Christian listeners' donations are tax deductible? Until then they remain for-profit entities, not volunteer public servants. I'd like to know where the $50 I provided over the past year went to other then calling down hell fire on me on the HH FB page for pointing out Jonathan Kleck's in need of deliverance.

In summary, if a business is a for-profit enterprise, it corrupts God's purpose to have to bring in pop culture guests on the radio program who are well documented false prophets/teachers such as Jonathan Kleck.  The foregoing defeats the purpose of the alleged "Christian Church" based radio program and its godly principles turning it into a hypocritical joke.  If HH can't afford to operate as a for-profit business finding funding through suitable sources, it should become a charitable organization stepping out in faith being true to God's Word as a genuine ministry. Otherwise, its quite a double minded approach to running this for-profit business God can't possibly approve of based on His Word.

Sub-Categories Within Hagmann & Hagmann Report Seeking Donations

Example - Guest, Benjamin Baruch, False Prophet Money Grubber

Those who appear on the Hagmann & Hagmann Report also ask for donations by the way. I received two emails from one of the guests, Benjamin Baruch I heard on the program who provided me with a "Go Fund Me" link. The email was full of some very con sounding materials asking for a donation to an alleged new ministry he's associated with along with another email hinting at funds needed for a film he's gathering funds for.

World Net Daily

This latest request for funds from the public at WND is what inspired my blog post today because its just so sleazy in my opinion.

WND's a for-profit business operation based on investigative journalism.  They make money selling advertising on their site and videos where millions of viewers visit each day as well as from selling books and products, even on cruises they promote.  I've subscribed to their outstanding Whistleblower magazine on and off the past three years because their publications are outstanding.  The following's a good example of the ramping up of this trend of for-profit businesses asking for public donations to fund themselves while claiming to be performing a public service.

In an alleged article it posted at the top of its website WND writers start out telling a FRAUD story about themselves as follows:

WASHINGTON – With the possibility fading of Barack Obama’s Justice Department prosecuting the inevitable Democratic Party presidential nominee, a new independent campaign to expose what it sees as Hillary Clinton’s criminal actions and prosecute her at the state level is on fire, says one of the organizers. Read more at http://www.wnd.com/2015/12/stop-clinton-campaign-on-fire/#1GdfC6mITvyFOSIX.99

WND goes on saying this effort will be publicly funded by ordinary Americans (gag!)

Farah and WND senior staff writer Jerome Corsi, a two-time No. 1 New York Times bestselling author, have teamed up with the express purpose of bringing the Clintons to justice. Farah and Corsi have been investigating and reporting on the Clintons for 23 years. 

The project will be funded by contributions from ordinary Americans to accomplish three goals: 

• expand the investigative reporting efforts into Hillary Clinton’s illegal activities;

• empower prosecutors at the state level to bring charges against her;

• prevent her from becoming the next president of the United States.

My question is, where is public transparency with the donated funds? How do we know the funds will be used for the purposes as claimed?  Furthermore, why does WND feel they can do a better job then Tom Fitton's Judicial Watch and Jay Sekulow's ACLJ both very committed well organized networked charitable non-profits that are doing an effective job already?

WND's Jerome Corsi's always looking for a good story to write with a lot of research hours but my experience with his work is that it's cursed with continual failure to accomplish much of anything. Not so with Judicial Watch and Jay Sekulow's ACLJ that can use every penny of what WND and Alex Jones want to take from their contributor base.  These are extremely effective organizations in accomplishing real goals.

The Buck Stops Here With Donors To For-Profit Entities

Bottom line is, as this growing trend continues, these for-profits are deceiving people for donations. It's my responsibility to make sure what God's provided doesn't go to waste on scams, fools and impostors. WND's latest fraud article's a good example.  All the while we have no idea where the money goes in these businesses. People who donate to these for-profits need to realize they're likely throwing money away that could be utilized best elsewhere.

My message to these for-profit businesses that I've donated to in the past is to get your acts together. If you're taking donations away from God's charities you could find yourselves in a lot of trouble with Him with tangible consequences for being deceitful. No doubt we forgive you but this trend can't continue without exposure and God anticipating your repentance!