Out of Body Experience & Vivid Hallucination Equals Stress

When I said I was going to blog about experiences in my daily life, I wasn't  kidding.  First, let me begin with the fact I've been under a lot of stress lately.  I mean a lot of stress.  I've been summoned to an elderly person's facility the past few days in which people are waiting to die. As a notary public, I've had to confirm the identity of people so old they no longer have driver's licenses or passports.  I've been meeting up with people who are very close to the end of their lives that may have also contributed to last night's experience.

Last night as I was in a twilight sleep I experienced my body levitating off the bed which was followed by one of the most vivid light induced kaleidoscope like hallucinations I've ever seen.  This was followed by a feeling of peace.  No, I was not on any kind of pill of any sort.  I had a small amount of saki a few hours prior, but that's never caused any problems before.

In my early 20's I was into the new age movement and read books about astral projection.  I would follow techniques in the books in hopes of traveling around the world to meet up with people on the astral plane. Today, this can be similar to what people do in the virtual world in Second Life, something I'm not interested in at all.  People fly around in that world to see whatever they want to see and meet whomever they want to meet.


Levitation Sensation
Years later I renounced my having wandered into occult studies because my out of body experiences became scary.  What I began to experience was truly frightening because I had no control over it.  I'd be sleeping and all of the sudden I'd feel a strong force of gravity pulling and hear a powerful wind as my body seemed to levitate into the air.   I never had any evidence my body actually levitated, it seemed to happen in another dimension through a lucid state.  The levitating from my bed seemed very real but I observed it never resulted in any detectable physical evidence of it actually happening.  I heard no thud from my crashing back on the bed, or ever felt my body land. Such is why I came to the conclusion the levitation sensation was happening in my brain which caused the sensations to happen.  

Years later when I did a lot of research on the human brain for a web site I designed, I studied about the God Helmet, in how a neurologist Dr. Michael Persinger, was able to artificially induce spiritual experiences in those who wear it.

Subjects wear the helmet, and it electromagnetically stimulates the aforementioned areas of the brain. Roughly 80% of those who undergo this experiment report spiritual experiences. These experiences vary among the subjects and are understood within the context of the subjects’ respective beliefs. A Christian, for example, might see Jesus. A Muslim might find herself before Allah. Even the nonreligious report things like out-of-body experiences.

So, I came to the conclusion long ago these experiences are rooted in the brain and are triggered by stress. Ancient people often interpreted these sensations and hallucinations to be God's intervention.  Here's something even more freaky about my experience. Back in 2000 as I was studying and researching Dr. Michael Persinger, I could feel a sensation in my brain as I slept one evening as if someone was massaging and relaxing my brain to relieve the pressure.  Obviously, my brain was trying to find solutions for my stress dilemma that was far beyond my understanding because my powerful subconscious was involved.

I began to note my out of body experiences began to fade to one every two years until last night.  This time I did not hear wind or feel like I was being sucked up at the speed of light into a black hole of nothingness as before. This time after I levitated off the bed, I was given a tremendous light show. It was as if I had looked into a kaleidiscope. I saw extremely vivid colors and it seemed as if I was looking into another dimension of some sort. I've come to the conclusion this is my brain and subconscious combined trying to find a way for me to relax. 


I'm not the only one whose had these experiences.  Here are a few links:

• Why I Don't Believe: The Unreliability of Spiritual Experiences
• YouTube Video - Dr. Persinger's God Helmet
• YouTube Video God and the Temporal Lobes

Did Taiwanese Take Over America Through Decline of Whitney Houston?

This is just one of those WTF moments. I don't know, maybe I'm reading too much into this kid Lin Yu Chun singing better than Whitney Houston does today. Nonetheless, this kid can really sing and Whitney hasn't been doing too well on tour lately. I must comment about Whitney that she should perhaps lower her ticket prices a bit and give her fans a break. Maybe apologize a little for shortcomings and do more entertaining and less singing? Please don't get me wrong, I respect her efforts, and it's an enormous amount of hard work to go on tour as a singer. The issue is, I could probably sing better than Whitney Houston in this video, and that's not saying much.

Let's face it, the glory days are over for Whitney Houston.

Predatory Cyber Stalkers Have Evil Plans for Their Victims

I strongly suspect there's been a duo team of cyber stalkers working to cover for one another's activities in my case since 2007. The first guy lured me into their scheme using the other's name in an email. Then such person would taunt me to file a lawsuit for their defamation and harassment activities. Yes, I do have evidence that I was being immediately taunted in 2007 to file a lawsuit. "Where's the lawsuit c**t?" He'd write.

I think their little scheme was to lure someone into a trap to make it look like the other was being falsely accused, then to get money out of it with a cross complaint. They had an attorney all ready to go and this was obviously planned out from the very start. The reason I know this is because of the intensity and ongoing posting that never let up for three years.

These guys who will not leave me alone are professional cyber stalkers as well as closet homosexuals. They spend all of their time on-line trying to set-up people on the Internet to try and get money out of them in some way. They're bullies who intensely taunt, humiliate and then say "come and get me, see what happens!" Attorneys come to these guys' rescue because birds of a feather flock together. As always this is not about justice, it's about money.

What kind of a person would fork out thousands of dollars to an attorney to quash a subpoena over an email address? The answer is, someone who had a plan from the start. It also doesn't help that courts are NOT helpful dealing with these kind of defamation cases. I'm more convinced then ever the lower court system's rigged against people without attorneys for these kinds of cases. I'm also more convinced then ever gender politics are especially involved if the plaintiff's a woman and the defendant a man.

These cyber stalkers are nothing more than bullies who urge people to file lawsuits against them with their activities in hopes they can turn it around into cash. People who don't want lawsuits filed against them don't behave like these guys do on-line or through their attorneys. They're nothing but bullies.

Catholic Pervert Priests and Pope Benedict XVI's Former Cover Up

They say all false religion began in ancient Babylon. The Whore of Babylon certainly is alive and well as the Catholic Church and its Anti-Christ ugly creepy little Pope is being exposed more than ever around the world for being nothing more than a criminal ring of pedophiles. When they've got the future Pope in 1985 covering up for obvious child molesting priests, they know they've got a problem!

Just think of the reality of what the Catholic Church really is! They promote child abuse and molestation by covering up for their pervert priests' conduct rather than dealing with it. They preach morality to the populace, continuing with their pagan brainwashing tactics while covering up an evil they permit to go on and on.

The Whore of Babylon or "Babylon the great" is a Christian allegorical figure of evil mentioned in the Book of Revelation in the Bible.

Historicist interpreters commonly used the phrase "Whore of Babylon" to refer to the Roman Catholic Church. Most Reformation writers and all Reformers themselves, from Martin Luther (who wrote On the Babylonian Captivity of the Church), John Calvin, and John Knox accepted this association. The "drunkenness with the blood of saints and martyrs," by this interpretation, refers to the inquisition and the veneration of saints and relics and the Sunday sacredness, were viewed by Reformers as idolatry and apostasy. This interpretation continues to be taught in churches arising from the Adventist movement and it is kept alive by contemporary figures such as Ian Paisley and Jack Chick.- Wikipedia Whore of Babylon

I remember reading a book back in the 1980's showing how the Catholic religion is really a pagan religion rooted in the ancient symbology and rituals of ancient Babylon. Catholic rituals are very similar to Babylonian rituals. The Roman Catholic rituals are also subliminally implemented in the U.S. Court system including their fatherly black cloaks. Note the female Supreme Court Judges at right wear scarves so as not to portray their counterpart's fatherly white priestly collars! The male judges in the lower courts believe that their words, much like Catholic priests, should go unquestioned as if it is God's mandate and order from above. Female judges in lower courts are often only conduits also controlled by men in certain politically sensitive cases.

The Roman Catholic Church is deeply rooted in the occult that relies on rituals and illusions to keep itself alive to brainwash the populace. I remember going into the confessional booth when I was a little girl. Looking back, I see how evil this Church is to summon little girls into a dark scary room to face a glowing red screen and stranger behind it posing as God's representative. That dirty old man behind the screen. . . .well who knows what he could have been thinking over my confession ? How unnatural to let some complete stranger sit there in a little room listening to a little girl's confessions! He was probably jerking himself off that pervert bastard priest!

With these latest growing revelations of Catholic Church approved pedophilia people should revolt worldwide against these Catholic frauds once and for all! This is a clarion call to abandon any Catholic friends immediately who refuse to leave this criminal pedophile organization! I even suggest people pose as Catholics, walk into mass, accept the wafer and then spit it out at their feet yelling perverts! Frauds! Lying bastards! You go into the confessional you greedy lying pigs! We don't buy this sack of Babylonian crap you dish out anymore!

This description of hypocrites, perverts and sadists also goes for many of those black robbed judges in lower U.S. court's mimicking Catholic priests who issue their orders based on politics rather than the law. Frauds! Many know all about Child Protective Services (CPS) stealing children from their parents without due process because it's profitable for them. They actually place bounties on certain desirable children's heads all over America to steal children from their parents based on fraudulent petty reasons. CPS is full of pedophiles just as the Catholic Church is!

• Future Pope Resisted Defrocking Pedophile Priest
• CPS Warrior Nancy Schaefer Gunned Down
• New Sex Abuse Case Could Put L.A. Archdiocese in a Tight Spot
  

Major Earthquake Activity Increasing in 2010 Worldwide

I'm bracing for an earthquake possibly to hit San Francisco in 2010, potentially in June. Thus far the city's been very lucky to have had no significant earthquakes since 1989. There have been too many earthquakes worldwide this year and there's no way San Francisco isn't going to end up having a major one in the near future. I'm probably one of the most prepared citizens in the city even having a great water making machine I bought last year.

The scary thing about San Francisco is the more time that goes by without any small earthquakes, the worse the big one's going to be due to all the pressure build-up. The people of San Francisco are sitting on a ticking time bomb of energy that will equal an atomic bomb. The city never fixed the water distribution problem so there will once again be problematic fires just like 1906.

Google World shows a map of recent earthquakes. You can observe earthquakes as they occur all over the world. It's pretty amazing to see the globe of the world with all the most recent earthquake's it's had.

It's not a matter of if the earthquake happens but when. When it does happen, I'll have my video camera ready to see if I can catch any lazy ass greedy prick attorneys running out of buildings in terror.

I got my earthquake and survival supplies at:

• www.Nitro-pak.com
• www.Ecoloblue.com
• eFoodsDirect.com

Los Angeles Teeters on the Verge of Bankruptcy

I thought the cat fight video says it all about the state of the Los Angeles financial situation. Just think of the big cat as the people and the little cat as Los Angeles Mayor Villaraigosa. I hate to be the blog of gloom and doom, but here I go again. Yesterday Los Angeles city controller Wendy Greuel said the City of Angeles is faced with running out of cash in one month.

Despite record income over the last five years, Mayor Villaraigosa has led the City down a path of reckless and irresponsible spending that would have been avoided by a more professional and logical City Official. In the face of a crushing recession, the Mayor actually accelerated spending and hiring to the point that the City may have to declare BANKRUPTCY before the end of 2010.

While he is now asking City officials to eliminate 1000 city jobs, the Mayor has selfishly refused to fire a single member of his enormous staff - including 16 Deputy Mayors and 93 personal staff members.

Los Angeles is a very large metropolitan city so this is a huge statement. One blogger put it this way:

Despite record income over the last five years, Mayor Villaraigosa has led the City down a path of reckless and irresponsible spending that would have been avoided by a more professional and logical City Official. In the face of a crushing recession, the Mayor actually accelerated spending and hiring to the point that the City may have to declare BANKRUPTCY before the end of 2010. Phil's Stock World

While I'm at it I thought I'd throw in recent video showing Michelle Obama's admission her husband's home country is Kenya. Everyone's asking, does this revelation make Michelle Obama a birther?

Here's some interesting info:



This is no coincidence since many Satanists run the government. They chose this special fictional name for a guy born in Kenya formerly known as Barry Soetoro, to be our scam con artist President.

What To Do About Vicious Women Hating Closet Cases? Out Them!

There's a stereotype everyone's familiar with known as the man hating woman, inspired by the feminists movement long ago. We've all heard accusations of certain women being man hating that resonates loudly in our culture with much unjustified credence. In all my life, I've only met a small handful of women who could be considered man hating. This is because women are so greatly rewarded for promoting and mimicking the often brutal politics of men in corporate America.

In spite of a lack of any clear evidence of women hating men on any detectable level, if a woman so much as stands up to sexual harassment in the workplace it's a red flag for men to jump on as a sign of a man hater. In fact, any conflict a woman poses to a man's reputation is considered a red flag to exploit on behalf of insecure men. This well publicized consequential reality of male based retaliation tends to intimidate revelations of any men hating women behavior. Such intimidation doesn't work with me however, when it comes to being subjected to ongoing harassment and the audacity of such cyber stalking men to lie about me in a court of law.


Complete Strangers Won't Let Go of Me as a Scapegoat for their Closet Case Lifestyles
I initially attracted cyber stalkers especially when I uploaded YouTube videos of myself recording music in my studio, which happened to be in my insulated walk-in closet. The closet cases took issue with it. I was strongly mocked by these cybers for it, and for having my back to the camera. Since it was a music video for the purpose of sharing and recording my vocals, there was no justification for any mockery.



The problem I've been encountering for quite some time on the Internet is from extremely shallow, mentally disturbed strangers. These men do not know me having no common shared experiences relying primarily on the mere written word to base their assessments. Our culture really doesn't bother to address closet case men who hate women and the masquerade of such individuals who pose as female companions. The truth is, such men have discovered the Internet as a perfect vehicle to masquerade behind an anonymous identity to lash out at women.

Court Hearing Testimony of a Closeted Middle Aged White Male Admitting to His Internet Lifestyle

It's not difficult to consider the psychological profile of a man hiding behind a key board lashing out at women anonymously while venting anger for the many years he's felt society and particular forums have continually wronged him and his alleged high stature. Such an isolated outcast who spends all of his time on the Internet with no real life or basis in reality finds great satisfaction in finding similar frustrated closeted men to gang up on any vulnerable woman on the Internet.

Ex. 1 Deponent's request to have his alleged girlfriend's named redacted from his testimony.

Ex. 2 Deponent's original testimony he had a girlfriend he later redacted.

Case in Point - Frustrated Closet Case Middle Aged Cyber Stalker Who Lives His Life on the Internet and Behind a PO Box.

A middle aged white male being accused in a lawsuit of cyber stalking, defamation and harassment claimed at a deposition to have a girlfriend. Later the man requested a correction to the deposition transcript to remove the alleged girlfriend's name. Why? The theory is the closeted man had apparently used a friend's name at a deposition to disguise he's a closet case. This theory is based on verifiable evidence. There is no "real" relationship otherwise the girlfriend's name would have remained on record. The name had already been disclosed so there was nothing to hide. Because the closet case has no real relationship with a woman, he is continually venting his hatred anonymously towards chosen targets.

"He's a former acquaintance" - Shari 2007 - former girlfriend of closet case from 1994 who was later forced by him to admit she was once his live-in girlfriend.

"She's my former common law wife" - Closet Case - an attempt to hide the fact his last significant relationship 15 years ago wasn't consummated with a real marriage. Closet case also put photos of them together on the Internet without her permission (used a woman again).

So yes, I do think I have strong basis for my contention there's a problem with vicious closet case middle aged men venting their hateful spew towards vulnerable women on the Internet. When I say vulnerable, I'm referring to anyone such as myself who has anything in their past long ago to overt attention from the closet case having to face the truth of himself. When I say long ago, I'm referring to rather insignificant things over decades ago men such as these use as a foundation for their disputes with me.

The other reason I know I'm dealing with closet case vicious angry men is heterosexual men would never, ever spend so much of their time in this regard venting anger and hatred over gay remarks I deliberately planted in my blog articles. Why? Because heterosexual men generally are looking for sex and/or relationships they easily find with women through the Internet. Availability of women are plentiful to heterosexual men and they tend to be more mellow because of it.

I can't imagine the kind of closet case who would use a woman's name as his girlfriend at a deposition hearing, only to then request it later be struck from the transcript. If I put myself in such a woman's shoes this is what I would be saying:

Take my name out of that deposition, you didn't have my permission to claim I'm your girlfriend at a court hearing! - A Fictionally Based Interpretation of a Used Female Friend of Cyber Stalker

Here's another piece of the puzzle:



A middle aged closeted male expresses his behavioral control problems in public and gets a public nuisance conviction in 2003. The police officer confiscates his binoculars. What possibly could he be looking at with binoculars? Binoculars are synonymous with spying on others, of violating others' privacy. Certainly such an individual wasn't on vacation in his own town site seeing! -Columbo Wanna Be

Doing the math, the formulas listed above calculate as follows:

= EQUALS:

Frustrated, angry middle aged closet case void of any relationships except his young adult son, spends all of his time on the Internet viciously cyber stalking and victimizing a vulnerable woman over a three year period to overt attention from his shortcomings. The closet case continues to maintain and hide behind a fake image of himself while lying to authorities and the court system about his anonymous on-line unlawful activities.

What a psychologist could possibly assess over Cyber #1:

He has issues developing real relationships with people and has been continually accused on forums of being a pathological liar. His male peer group especially continually mock and humiliate him for his behavior on Internet forums in which he's won various humiliating awards. He's referred to continually as "panty head" and various mocking terms. He's also been repeatedly accused of having an obsession with a particular transvestite. Large web sites have been created documenting his use of sock puppet ID's, harassment activities, quotations, and articles have been written from other sources.

In response, Closet Case maintains he has survived their continual harassment for 12 years and they are all frauds out to get him. He maintains he is always innocent of any others' accusations against him while he has contacted the FBI over his web site rankings in Google.

Cyber #1 & Cyber #2 - Evidence of Repressed Closet Case Issues Involving Hatred of Women and Numerous Ongoing Male Based Conflicts






Chris Crocker's skits are about gay men's multi-dimensional repressed behaviors symptomatic of the oppression of a heterosexual based culture. Such behaviors are reminiscent of Cyber #1's well documented ten year on-line history which have earned him multiple Internet based kook awards.

It is my opinion, based on this and other undisclosed evidence, vicious closet case cyber stalkers have formed a small cyber gang victimizing me on the Internet and in multiple intense comments to my blogs and emails since 2006. They set up various blogs, stalked me on Zimbio and YouTube and one in particular has never ceased in spite of lawsuits and RO's filed. I've been able to denote the major contributors of defamation against me are by two men. The stray cybers with small participation are located in Englewood, Colorado and in Germany. Over a three year period, there have been a very limited number of stray cyber stalkers attracted with all the various posting activities. Various evidence I have points to the major participants as Cyber #1 and Cyber #2.

Through much effort and hard work, in spite of a SFPD officer's attempt to intimidate me and cover-up, I was able to get one RO against one of them through another jurisdiction. The reason I finally got an RO against a man was only because two male witnesses testified at the hearing. These two men had suffered greatly for the cyber's vicious on-line defamation much as I have.

Example of Cyber #2's Vicious Activities Against Two Male Victims and Myself.

Inspirational Whale Video Demonstrates Serendipty

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I usually shy away from well publicized news articles and videos to be unique but couldn't overlook this story about a woman and a whale raising money for breast cancer. What makes it unique is it's pure serendipity. Without the whale's participation the effort wouldn't have yielded such great results.

What Easter? Eggs That Reflect the Times

A friend forwarded these hilarious classic egg shots. When we were kids we had marshmallow chicks, chocolate bunnies and sugar decorated eggs. These eggs are for adults and non-paranoid schizophrenics.

The Solution to My Dilemma: A Folding Electric Bicycle

So here was my dilemma. I have a phobia of high speed driving. . . .I don't want a motorcycle driver license. . . I don't want to pay for parking, not even motorcycle meters. . . .I don't want to pay for insurance. . . .I don't want to pay for gas. . . .I don't want to leave an expensive item out on the street to be potentially damaged or stolen, I don't really have much space in my studio for a bicycle unless I hang it from the ceiling. . . I don't travel long distances and am always in San Francisco. . . I don't like using public transportation any more because the buses are crowded, late, full, and there are a lot of crazies and fights. . . I often get calls from the public needing me within a 15 minute window I cannot meet without a taxi or zip car rental. Neither methods of transportation qualify for tax write-offs.

I needed something I could write off for my business and get credits for being green. I could get an electric Smart Car by Mercedes if I wanted, but it didn't solve many of the issues described here. So, how did I solve this dilemma? I bought a folding electric bike Wednesday! No gas required. No new drivers license required. No insurance required. There are no worries on it getting stolen, I just roll it like a rollered suitcase after I'm done with it. I need not worry about my vertigo making me dizzy because it only goes 20 mph! When I'm done I just fold it up and bring it inside.

One might think $1,500 is a lot for a folding electric bicycle, but it pays for itself since public transportation costs amount to $4.00 per day. Plus there are tax write off benefits due to it being electric. The gov't doesn't pay for public transportation for business purposes unless it's 75 miles away.

Unlike most cities, one can get away with riding a folding electric bicycle in San Francisco without being considered odd. People understand and are more accepting of transportation issues. Most people in SF could care less what you drive as long as it's not one of those pogo stick skate boards.

Problem completely solved thanks to great new technologies! Maintenance costs will be low. I'll only be paying for electric charges once a month.

There's not one issue left unresolved with this decision. That's why I know it's the right one.

• Info - Myebike.com
• Radio Broadcast - Electric Bikes - NPR